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Many of us make decisions in his life which are right, including the wrong ones, and one of those decisions that I intend to take is a change from my deplorable situation - in my view - to a better state. I wanted to be another person looking for a different goal, from a ridiculous goal I was looking for to a lofty goal that transcends the nation and serves the Palestinian cause, to a goal we need most these days.

This was not the goal of my academic excellence, high grades at the undergraduate level, or graduation from the best universities. It was a change, and because I chose it was great, it was not a change. It was a change from worse to worse. And Saab, we have a long trail, as Bilal Al-Ahmad said.

the beginning

In order to start on the road to change, we need to draw up an elaborate plan for that goal, develop alternative plans if one of them fails, and because great things take time, patience, calm and concentration must be taken before making any critical decision. The most difficult step for a hasty revolutionary. From here, I was looking for the points that turned me into this goal. I asked for help from a friend to advise me to read a book, or something to do. I needed the starting point, to the head of the wick as they say, but I did not ask for that from the friend alone, but went to pray to help me on this path, most of what I call that period is the steadfastness and help to complete the path.

I started to read the book, but soon I left it and did not commit to reading it. The ideas started to come into being, and from here I started to work, when I began to use reasoning and logic. I decided to listen to religious lessons, and undoubtedly have the greatest role in generating light in the breasts and softening the hearts after their cruelty. I was trying to start with a few Quranic verses in accordance with the principle of "a little lasting better than many interrupted" .. until that day came when my brothers (they are children) On the room where I will read, and they sat next to me quietly, I completed my call to the Lord and they are still sitting, and the silence of silence on the place, I mean this ?!

My sister is in her chattering nature, and the rebellious young man rises up, and Amr, who is silent for a moment, and the king, who has no disaster at home, is the reason behind them. They are silent! This is where the other idea was born, the children. I used to ask them daily to help with the housework and to start reading the daily roses after they were finished. The enthusiasm was clear to them. They were waiting for the rose paragraph so passionately, so they invested their energy in two things: To me in the household work, and secondly: the great reward that I will earn from behind every gift uttered by their innocent tongues. Indeed, they had the greatest influence on Sindi and helped me, so they became my alarm clock. If I forgot the order of roses they would remind me, "Hala, we started reading."

And here is the family of my role, I realized that as I grew them planting, it must also grow in my self .. One day Zeid asked me to attend a film or serial cartoon, Vltat another idea in my mind: television, networking sites and YouTube, how to mock it For my sake, I liked that their best guidance is as simple as the easy to configure. I did not want their time to be lost on the brink of things. In my turn, I want to make them happy and meet their request. I suggested that they watch the series "The Spirit" which was produced by a Palestinian channel a few years ago. I did not like the idea from the start, but I asked them to watch one episode, and they have the freedom to decide then to complete the series, and after the first episode of it are watching three consecutive episodes in a day.

The series has an important role in the development of patriotism inside their chests, and this is what I had hoped for. Another plan, and many more serials and documentaries that we have seen together: "The Big Coat" and "The Horror Engineer" by the martyr Al-Qasamy Yahya Ayyash, Zouari resistance pilot. " The horror engineer's film received a lot of admiration from them, so I heard Amr say once, "We have to be as quiet as Yahya Ayyash!" It's growing, it's growing. Now how do we forget the old worry? The answer is that you should work for them greater than them, because they deny concern, work for your religion and your hereafter, for the Most High and for the Holy House.

Do not tell me I love Jerusalem, some feelings and pictures on facebook and other social networking sites will not hurt you anything, maximum belief, and full science if you want to serve, learn its science. And as stated in the book of the thoughts of a boy did not leave "the owners of inspiration and do not run away from reality to write what they feel on the boards of the keyboard, owners of the mind know only one thing: change in fact, convey their feelings and feelings in the field of work and not in the field of speech, Boy, your feelings are all false unless they are really in your life, you are deluded by your feelings, you are deluded by people's admiration of your words !! " You have to start now, so they do not tell you their words or their praise about yourself, sit with yourself and then decide where you will go, what you will do, and work for your cause.