A mural dedicated to Gianna and Kobe Bryant, in LA - Ted Soqui / Sipa USA / SIPA

“I hesitated to express my feelings in words. So begins the long message from Vanessa Bryant, wife of Kobe and mother of Gianna, both of whom died in a helicopter crash on January 26. It evokes mourning, the feeling of injustice caused by the loss of her daughter and the phase of denial she is going through.

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I've been reluctant to put my feelings into words. My brain refuses to accept that both Kobe and Gigi are gone. I can't process both at the same time. It's like I'm trying to process Kobe being gone but my body refuses to accept my Gigi will never come back to me. It feels wrong. Why should I be able to wake up another day when my baby girl isn't being able to have that opportunity ?! I'm so mad. She had so much life to live. Then I realize I need to be strong and be here for my 3 daughters. Mad I'm not with Kobe and Gigi but thankful I'm here with Natalia, Bianka and Capri. I know what I'm feeling is normal. It's part of the grieving process. I just wanted to share in case there's anyone out there that's experienced a loss like this. God I wish they were here and this nightmare would be over. Praying for all of the victims of this horrible tragedy. Please continue to pray for all.

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“My brain refuses to accept that Kobe and Gigi are gone. I cannot treat both at the same time. It's like trying to process Kobe's departure, but my body refuses to accept that my Gigi will never come back to me. It does not go well. Why should I be able to wake up another day when my granddaughter cannot have this opportunity ?! I am so angry. She had so much to live for. Then I realize that I have to be strong and be there for my three daughters. Crazy for not being with Kobe and Gigi but grateful to be here with Natalia, Bianka and Capri. I know how I feel is normal. It is part of the grieving process. I just wanted to share in case someone suffered a loss like this. My God, I wish they were here and that this nightmare was over. "

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