- If you are sad then you think you should drink, you are happy then you should celebrate. I felt I had had enough. I didn't want to live that life. I want a good life, says Åsa.

She is grateful that she has come to a reception that only accepts women.

- I think it was easier to come here as a woman, it's a lower threshold. I don't think you feel the same way. That's how it feels to me anyway, says Åsa.

See longer interview in the clip above.