"I can't take it anymore, I even fall asleep standing up, it's as if I had swallowed an Alien that is sucking all my energy," she says. "Take the day you leave accounts as a deadline, because that's really it, end your life and start a new one," says her physio.

"What terrifies me most is the breast pump, especially the electric one, every time I see a photo of that device I imagine it on and I have chills making me think of what is coming to me," she adds.