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  2020, the way to open is wrong? Time is running out, half of it has passed in 2020, and the life changed by the epidemic has to continue.

  No one has expected that the historical pointer is going to 2020, and the outbreak of new coronary pneumonia has disturbed the world. Looking around the world, there have been more than 10 million cases of new coronary pneumonia, and humans are struggling, persevering, and fighting in confusion.

  Looking back at the diary written in half a year of turbulent life, there is always a little sadness, "If there is no epidemic in 2020, what will life be like?"

  It is a pity that time cannot be repeated, there is no such thing in the world. The diary is the seal that cannot be restarted in 2020.

January 21

  It's nice to be home, but it may not be fun during the New Year. On the way back from Beijing, the atmosphere was somewhat wrong, and everyone in the waiting room of the train station basically put on a mask. The car is not as usual, there are still many people talking to each other, and now it is a bit scary and quiet. Someone sneezes, and the look of the people around them is not right. Parents with children will nervously move the children aside.

On January 21st, Hankou Railway Station in Wuhan, Hubei. Photo by Peng Jingru

  Sure enough, relatives suggested at dinner: "This year's New Year's Eve dinner is best avoided. New coronary pneumonia is said to be very dangerous."

  I turned on my phone: As of 24:00 on January 20, 2020, Wuhan City has reported a total of 258 cases of pneumonia caused by new coronavirus infection and 6 deaths.

  It seems that Wuhan is not so good, I don’t know what will happen to home (Suizhou, Hubei)?

January 24

  This year's New Year's Eve is very different, only me at home.

  On the 23rd, Wuhan announced the "closure of the city". Nowadays, the family must also "close the city". As a medical worker, her mother must go to the station to check for abnormal temperature. I don’t know if I will go to the front line again. It’s okay to reunite. I just hope my family is safe...

February 1

  From Wuhan and Hubei to other parts of the country, the number of newly diagnosed cases is increasing day by day, and people are panicked. Today, the mother who heard the girlfriend's diagnosis was shocked. The danger I felt at first was just a psychological feeling, but now I feel close to myself.

  There are overwhelming news about the shortage of medical protection materials in various places. The protection of mothers in the hospital is also worrying. Can the medical staff continue to bear it? It is estimated that tonight will be sleepless for most of the night. Will Hubei, which has been "closing the city" more and more cities, be abandoned?

February 19

  Recently, some energy has finally been relieved, and "hot dry noodles" have won the favor of everywhere. "One province, one city" will prevent medical staff, including my mother, from being exhausted, and the "feeding" of materials in Shandong, Jiangsu and other places will prevent us from being hungry and flat at home, thank you!

  The recent purchases have become online shopping, will you finally be crazy to buy again? Someone in the supermarket used to grab and store food. The salesperson shouted: "Don't grab so much, you take it all by yourself, what do others buy?" Remember the aunt who grabbed the food blushed and filled a cart The radish was slowly put back some.

In February, Suizhou, Hubei Province, a new supermarket supplies. Photo by Peng Jingru

  I don't know if it is because of the special period, everyone will be more considerate of each other. As usual, I will definitely cast a disdainful glance at this aunt, but this time, I thought: blushing is a good thing, showing shame, and I can still be persuaded to put it back. The two have not yet picked up the frame. The salesperson's loud voice now sounded cordial, because the words he spoke were selfless and unpleasant to take care of everyone's needs.

  Think of it this way, when I tweeted Weibo before, the anger that was brought to me by the news of "snap buying Banlangen, Lianhua Qingwen Capsule" suddenly disappeared. People will be anxious, they will cherish their lives, they will be hot-headed, but they can also recognize mistakes and correct them. Who dares to say that he has no weaknesses in human nature?

March 28

  More than brother provinces and cities have come to help Hubei, the world has come to help Hubei and China. 71 countries and 9 international organizations reached out during the epidemic. These figures are indeed a bit tearful.

  "The mountains and rivers are different, the same day and the moon; Qi Yue, without clothes, with the child; cheer on Wuhan, cheer on China." The Japanese girl who raised money for the Chinese epidemic in February, wonder if she can hear my thanks?

  To vote for Lee, Italy, Japan, South Korea, India, Britain, France, Portugal and other countries that have experienced rapid epidemics have received medical protection materials from China. Serbian President Vučić also had an elbow at the airport with members of the Chinese expert medical team. The ways in which countries expressed their welcome were different. Looking at this scene, I can't help but feel excited. "People must understand gratitude and contentment."

April 13

  On the third day of going back to Beijing to start construction, in addition to the slower ticket reservation, the process did not seem to be as difficult as expected. After arriving in Beijing, I drove to the isolation hotel and ate the meals with meat and vegetables. I also distributed yogurt and fruit.

In April, during the centralized isolation of a hotel in Beijing, the vegetable seeds distributed to the isolation by the community had germinated. Photo by Peng Jingru

  In order to prevent us from being bored to the "explosion", the community also distributed additional vegetable seeds for recreation, and now they are all sprouting, happy! ! !

May 27

  Everything is slowly returning to normal, even roadside stalls and food stalls are appearing in various places one after another. May, which is full of fireworks, is really a favorite.

  Recently, there was news that Tao Yong, an ophthalmologist at the Beijing Chaoyang Hospital, who had been chopped, returned to the clinic. Good things will happen again this month. After this epidemic, I don't know if the doctor-patient relationship will improve. Previously, the medical staff had a louder voice, and the patients might all be lumping, but the girlfriend’s mother said that after this time, she really had to be better for the medical staff. At that time, there were too many patients. Even if they were neglected, most of the patients understanding.

  Today, the height measurement of Mount Everest is completed. At such a special moment, the five-star red flag is flying again on the top of Mount Everest. Will it really get better in 2020?

June 11

  After 56 days in Beijing, there were no new local cases, and a news came from the diagnosis of an uncle in Xicheng, saying that good things will happen again and again.

June 23

  The epidemic occurred in the new place, and the number of cases in Beijing is increasing, which makes many colleagues feel anxious. Recently, I work from home again, but it is not as difficult as it used to be in Hubei.

  The new place is closed for business, strict flow control, nucleic acid testing for express delivery and take-away staff, and unified nucleic acid testing for the community, but all staff have not been banned. Writing, shopping in the supermarket, fitness, hiking, and now I still maintain the normal life. Everything has changed, and it seems to be as usual.

  On June 23, residents of the old Huihui snack bar in Xicheng District, Beijing, lined up 1 meter apart to buy food. Photo by Peng Jingru

  It's just that, at the moment when I saw the last global networking satellite of Beidou III ignite and take off, my eyes were a little wet. In a special period, after experiencing many hardships, the deployment of the Beidou Global Satellite Navigation System constellation was completed half a year in advance. I hope the victory in the fight against the epidemic will be the same.

June 30

  Looking at the diary for half a year, I thought I would hope to "restart 2020" as before. But looking down, from the initial anxiety to gradually becoming accustomed to, those ordinary and extraordinary everyday bits and pieces seem to piece together a piece of incomplete "love and power" puzzle, although incomplete, but it is really a real past .

  "We can't know what absolute happiness or absolute pain looks like, it's all mixed up in life."

  The road ahead may not be easy. There is fire in my heart and light in my eyes to light a lamp for the future.

  "The world kisses me with pain, and I want to give it a song." Come on in the second half of 2020! move on!

  Author: Peng Jing as