The young actress has revealed the hell she has lived in recent years through a heartbreaking letter on her Instagram
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Having a famous father can sometimes be an added pressure and more if you know that your parent was unfaithful to your mother with one of her filming partners. Clara , the daughter of the popular Star Wars actor Ewan McGregor, has used her Instagram profile to talk bluntly about the ordeal she suffered for years. A heartbreaking narrative where he talks about depression, gender violence, rapes, anxiety, abortion and dependence on various drugs.
"I want to talk to you about mental health. I have felt so ashamed of some of my mental problems that I didn't even want to tell my friends," begins the letter of the 23-year-old girl. Clara is the eldest of her three sisters and is also the daughter of French designer Eve Mavrakis, with whom the actor married in 1995 in Dordogne (France). After 22 years of relationship, the love story ended up jumping through the air for an affair that Ewan had with one of his companions filming the series Fargo , actress Mary-Elizabeth Winstea . An infidelity that her daughters did not forgive and caused them to position themselves on her mother's side. Although it seems that Clara's relationship with Ewan has improved in recent times. The young woman shares with her father the filming of the movie The birthday cake, which will be released in 2020.
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Perhaps this disappointment was one of the causes that led to the anxiety Clara says she has suffered since childhood. "I have suffered from paralyzing anxiety since I was four years old and I have been through my good share of depression. I have been in therapy since I was a child and I am very grateful for what it and psychoanalysis have done for me. I have worked on myself. same and I continue to do it, "adds the model.
The young woman has revealed that she is better and medicated but that she felt the need to count the hell she has dealt with to date. "It was really hard for me to open up, so be understanding with me," explains Clara McGregor. "Last year I faced addiction , I got sober and faced great depression and anxiety. I had an abusive relationship, I had an abortion , the list goes on," he says.
The young woman also reveals that this same anxiety led her to abuse the pills, the reason why she had to enter the Cirque Lodge rehabilitation center in Utah (United States), where she met "wonderful people". In addition, Clara reveals that she has been sober for 110 days. "I have also been fighting substance abuse, as a result of my anxiety, which led me to the Xanax. Now I am proud to be clean and sober, without pills, for 110 days," she says.
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Her confessions go further, the actress reveals that she suffered an abortion and the mistreatment of a man as a result of a toxic relationship that until now she did not dare to tell because she felt ashamed. "I was ashamed of my addiction, my anxiety and my depression. I was also ashamed of the abuses I suffered and let them happen to me. I blamed myself for bruises, black eyes, rapes and attacks of a man, "he confessed.
A complicated year that, according to the mannequin, has served to "discover who I am, but I feel so loved and blessed with what I have now that I thank those who helped me in my dark moments." The interpreter adds that this letter was published to make other people who suffered the same as she "feel less alone."
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