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The feeling of a hangover, in itself terrible, to the model Lottie Moss (London, 1998) became gruesome when, looking in the mirror on Sunday, after a wild night, she discovered a

tattoo on her left cheekbone with the word 'lover'.

The rest she doesn't even remember.

With her tongue dry, her head bouncing and feeling, as the writer Susan Fanetti would say, elephants dancing merengue in her cerebellum, she must have thought that the result was proportional to the amount of alcohol in her vein.

And with the discreet sobriety that such discomfort allows, she uttered the phrase "I'm never going to drink again."

From bed and with her 70,000 TikTok followers as witnesses, Kate Moss's little sister, on her father's side, declared that there really wasn't much to say about what had happened the night before, "other than the fact that this It shouldn't have happened."

In true Scarlet O'Hara fashion, version 3.0 and more connected than ever, she swore she would love her new tattoo: "I don't care, we'll

learn to love it,

the world will learn to love it, and my mom will learn to love it."

A few hours later she returned with her promise fulfilled and proudly displayed it as one of her varied collection of tattoos.

Other wild nights

He is not the first person or the first celebrity to wake up like this after a crazy night.

Kendall Jenner

had 'Meow' written on her lower lip during a summer party in 2016. As she admitted in an interview with Ellen DeGeneres, she snapped out of a surreal thought: "I was drunk and couldn't think straight."

Demi

Lovato

got a tattoo of her kissing lips when she was still a minor.

The heartbreaking thing about Lottie is that what she now has etched on her face is a sign of pain and the helplessness of not even being able to unravel what happened.

And this is an indelible mark and the worst of slaps.

Only one day later, she repeated the party and that "I'm never going to drink again" was transformed into a plea to third parties: "Never drink alcohol, children."

One day yes and the next she also surprises with a new episode that leads one to think that she could have fallen into a

spiral of self-destruction.

The crazy life of Lottie Moss

About to turn 25, the model and star of Only Fans lives hard,

consumes hard

and shares videos during her wild nights.

She is a repeat offender in her attitudes.

At the beginning of the year, she entered a rehabilitation clinic and told it in a video while she danced to 'Mount Everest', by Labrinth, and she hummed that "I don't need anyone to save me."

She said a long time ago, almost mocking herself, that she had taken the series 'Euphoria' too seriously.

She herself would now deserve a stanza from one of Sabina's scoundrel hymns.

In April 2020, he already recognized his problems and how they were affecting his mental health.

"I was becoming

a person that I did not like," she

confessed in her networks while promising that she would change: "I am ready to be better for my friends, my family and for myself! And I hope that others take time to reflect and determine who they want to be.

Too young

Lottie's youth broke at age 16, in full adolescent effervescence.

It was at her sister Kate's wedding to rocker Jamie Hince.

Blonde, slender, dressed in white, with a garland of flowers on her head and a bouquet in her hands, the young woman captured all eyes on her.

Among the numerous court of bridesmaids, she seemed the only one.

From there, the family received proposals for her to debut in the world of modeling and it was all a rush to drop out.

She was never a good student, so the idea of ​​dropping out of High School was very tempting for her.

She really

was thrown into a world she didn't choose,

as she insists in her interviews.

Her early debut was well received by Kate, who also began modeling at just 14 years old, but not so much by her mother, Inga, who was more interested in her academic future.

The young woman signed for the Storm agency and began a

dizzying career,

with magazine covers, parades and all kinds of soirees.

What she didn't count on was the fashion world's obsession of hers wanting to see the new Kate Moss in her, instead of letting her grow up with her own identity and her unique appeal.

In front of the great Kate Moss

She has never been silent about the torture that comparison entails for her, the obligation to

live under Kate's perennial shadow,

and how difficult it is to succeed as the younger sister of a star.

In the 'Call Her Daddy' podcast, she confessed the pressure she had since she was a child to follow in her footsteps and how, once she started working, they advised her to drink and consume substances to overcome her shyness.

"She was super insecure and people in the industry told me that she had to lose weight. She often came to the set crying and they insisted that I would feel better after a drink or a drug."

Kate and Lottie Moss at London Fashion Week in 2014.Getty

His insecurity increased.

He never felt capable enough to catch up with her sister and become that new version of Kate Moss that the industry yearned for.

Next to her, she looked like a mere debutante.

"The British love dynasties, but

Kate is the queen and I am a little princess,"

she declared in 2017.

a broken toy

Her image, with that pearly skin that one day made her the perfect ambassador for the luxury brand Bulgari accessories, takes us back to Sofia Coppola's 'The Virgin Suicides', with the aura of

melancholy and languor

typical of a teenager who it broke prematurely.

Any detail in her biography, including her regret for her cosmetic surgeries, reveals her immense fragility.

Her behavior has made the relationship between sisters now distant, although Kate cared for her and wanted to protect her for a long time.

Lottie is as untamed as Kate was in her youth, and perhaps she finds it insufferable

to see in her a reflection of what was hers.

A little over 15 years ago, she was baptized as Cocaine Kate or El Tanque, after appearing in some photographs consuming this drug or because of the amount of vodka she could drink.

She accepted her mistake, placed her blame and her apologies, but she ended up being the scapegoat in the crusade against drugs, anorexia and many other problems.

The model had a hard time getting out of her own hell and she lost many contracts, but now she leads a sober and absolutely calm life.

In recent months, Lottie has gone from working for brands like Chanel, Calvin Klein, Tommy Hilfiger and Dolce & Gabbana to star on platforms like Only Fans or Glow, a somewhat more sophisticated version, where she

publishes her nudes and, for 50 euros more , offers more explicit images

.

It is very discouraging for Kate to see the sister repeat and even degrade the worst of her story.

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