Jorge Javier Vázquez silences the audience: "I didn't know that you could live with so much pain"

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If there is someone who controls the television show, who knows what attracts the audience, who knows what keeps the public, who knows how to pick up what has fallen, that is

.

is, without a doubt, one of the great stars of

.

He is part of that cast, along with

,

or, why not, even

, who daily pump the blood to the heart of

.

It would be incomprehensible to understand

without them, without him.

And yesterday he returned, yesterday he returned from his vacation to his program, to

, to one of the programs that have marked the history of television and that from time to time this afternoon they try to save whatever the cost.

No, the situation of

has nothing to do with that of a few years ago, when it was the unbeatable program, when it marked spectacular audience ratings, when there was no program or series that could go face to face in the fight on the television grid.

Many things have happened during this time, there are many reasons why there are now lean times.

But that belongs to a past, which still close, shakes the foundations of one of the giants of

.

needs a savior and that is

.

Yes,

is a presenter who leaves no one indifferent, who generates controversy, who annoys, but also who likes, who attracts, who engages.

You only have to see his return to realize that one of

's lifeguards is

.

The television management of Jorge Javier Vázquez

First, show.

She arrived at the program in a small plane, while

was waiting for her at the foot of the track .

I think that few of us are aware of what it costs to do something like that on live television.

She arrived with her sunglasses, with her explorer hat, with her canteen and with an African baton -she has been in Botswana-.

Pure show, pure entertainment, pure handling of television.

in its purest form.

But the return of

was not going to be in a plane landing and a bit of props, the return of

was going to return

the essence that turned it into a colossus and that at the same time 'destroys' its tenants: opening up to the channel without measuring consequences, opening up to the channel as a necessity, opening up to the channel as if more than a million spectators were not watching it, opening up in channel even if you are

, because you are

.

Already in the car on the way to the set of

,

gave some hints of what was about to happen.

revealed the complicated year he has lived through and assured

that he "didn't know that he could live with so much pain and so little desire."

"I have been dead for a year sentimentally, emotionally, without feeling anything," confessed Jorge, who explained that among many other things, what fundamentally affected him was the death of

"It left me totally

. Do you know what it has meant for me the death of

? At 52 years old I have become an adult".

In a matter of seconds,

became a Trending Topic on Twitter and the audience data for

saw a ray of light.

But

was not going to stay there.

He was only measuring the times, he was only putting the bait, he was only starting the attraction machine, which he controls so well.

Because what

did yesterday afternoon on his return to

was not only to return the essence that gave

so much joy , but to do it bare-chested.

Are we aware of what it means for a person who is so highly exposed, for a person whose every word, every gesture is measured, who is criticized for opening up in such a way?

Yes,

must earn a lot, but what he did yesterday is not an economic issue or a matter of audience, it was a necessity.

"It has probably been one of the worst years of my life for different reasons, for several that people know, and also, as I was saying to Belén in the car, because we have also gone through a pandemic and I think that the effect has come for some It came to us much later. It was with time that I realized what had happened to me. And then

which for me has been like horror.

Leaving adolescence at 52 years old because for me she is my point of madness, that woman in whom I took refuge and who always gave me so much strength to move forward and who brought me not only madness in my life but also advice, affection, love ... That person you always want to be with.

And then also that at 52 years old I felt old, but old this is over now and we have to put up with it because what can life hold for you if you're not going to fall in love because you're already too old.

This if you feel it, you feel it". And here, on set, he endured. He probably made one of the toughest and most intimate confessions that the stoic presenter has made, contained, enduring the pull, but... But

broke down, because yesterday

I was not playing any role, yesterday

I think he was freeing himself.

Jorge Javier Vázquez breaks when talking about Mila Ximénez

The break came when he read the first page of his next book.

No need to add anything.

Just reading it is enough.

"This is the first book I haven't given my family to read before it's published. I'm not prone to sharing my bad times with her and

to explain why this has been one of the most turbulent years of my life. life.

There is in this book

, but also humor and laughter, and situations that when I remember them have made me laugh out loud.

In short, life.

My family doesn't have to worry too much because the book ends well.

.

Alive and wanting to continue living, which have not always been there.

This book began to be written the day

passed away , at least mentally.

I think it was the only tool that helped me to face her absence.

Order in my memory all the possible moments that I had lived with her so that forgetting her would not have the possibility of making an appearance.

Her departure was the trigger for other situations that pushed me to go through states that plunged me into the deepest sadness.

I knew reluctance, despair, boredom, tiredness, but also many other feelings that have helped me along the way.

's presence

flies over the entire book.

Moreover, I believe that the book is, above all, a love letter to

and to our special way of understanding life.

My particular tribute to my soulmate with whom I continue to relate in the same way as if she had not left on June 23.

Before oblivion is a necessity.

That of a

who needs to undress emotionally and snuggle up in his mother's arms because it is one of the places in the world where he feels safer.

But before oblivion it is also a feeling, that of feeling invincible because I have come to the conclusion that my father and

, who have met and become very good friends, have given me a very rough time this year so that I stop fooling around and learn to enjoy once and for all the wonderful spectacle that is life.

.

Throughout all this time I have taken many notes and I hope that some of them will be useful to whoever reads this book.

He held back tears until he named

and her father and then he broke down.

He broke and

broke , sitting to her left, without saying a single word, without interrupting, just listening- And it was at the end of her when a broken

got up from her and went to hug her.

The times, the moments.

did yesterday

was what

said so many times about

and about television.

That delivery that you can't avoid, but it destroys you and breaks you.

That delivery that every afternoon made

the audience leader.

Because make no mistake,

has lost a lot, but above all it lost her most necessary pillar, who he understood what the audience wanted and what made Save me unbeatable, he lost her.

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