LOC The confession of Rocío Carrasco in her documentary on Antonio David
Documentary Irene Montero, about Rocío Carrasco's documentary: "She is a victim of gender violence. I do believe you"
Paralyzed, I think it is the word that best defines seeing and, above all, listening to
Rocío Carrasco
last night
in the first two chapters of
Rocío, telling the truth to stay alive
.
It was clear that when a person is silent for 25 years, he endures what he has endured, he hits bottom as he came to touch it and one fine day he decides that it is over, that his turn has come, it was to tell a story,
a truth more than heartbreaking
.
But I never imagined that I could get to see what was seen last night on
Telecinco
, but above all what it will mean for many to hear one of the most terrible and painful testimonies that have been heard on television.
And there the television!
The same one that gave him a voice last night, but also the same one that has been an accessory to the suffering of
Rocío Carrasco
.
A television that has contributed, that has helped, that has given voice to everything that denounced last night and it can be said that the daughter of
Rocío Jurado
even shouted without raising her voice
.
A television that last night stopped being an executioner to stand on the side of a victim.
Now yes, now
Rocío Carrasco
is a victim, now, finally, not only has she been listened to because she has decided to be listened to, but now the one who has been judged in the media for 25 years has ceased to be the bad and has become what it should have been or, at least, to have let it be, what in reality it has always been: a woman destroyed, sunk, abused.
Now yes, not before.
And beyond all that
Rocío Carrasco
told last night,
there is a lesson that we should burn to ourselves: truths are never complete when there is no need to listen to the other party, when there is no need to listen to those who have suffered it.
There will be those who today think that last night's testimony of
Rocío Carrasco
is one more show, a new chapter on the most gruesome side of television.
And yes, it was a show, a terrifying show, but not because of what she said, but because of what it is a
show business
that always seeks the same thing.
Let's eliminate all that, let's just leave that
Rocío Carrasco
sitting next to a projector, opening up the channel, trying not to drown while she told her truth and let's erase everything else.
Let's erase the beginning of the program with the live performance of the Swiss Eurovision representative of the song that served as the soundtrack for the docuseries;
Let's forget that
Jorge Javier Vázquez
crossing a winged door to start the program;
Let's forget the collaborators and their opinions;
Let's forget how the beast is fed.
Let's just stay with
Rocío Carrasco
, just listening to her testimony, just seeing a woman with an open grave.
Rocío Carrasco and her suicide attempt
I am clear that every word that was seen last night by
Rocío Carrasco
, every gesture, every tear, every shaking of the hands, every lost look, every agony is not only the story of
Rocío Carrasco
, the story of the daughter of the Jury is the story of many women.
Of women who live a real hell and who cannot shout it from the rooftops.
Rocío Carrasco
last night became the voice of many victims and she did it for one reason only, because of her, because the time had come to tear down the walls, to put an end to the weapons that for decades fired mercilessly against her.
"It 's
something I have to do, I owe it
to myself and the people who love me and stood by
me. My husband, my mother, my other family, which is not blood ,
" began
Rocio Carrasco
the Chapter 0 of
Rocío, tell the truth to stay alive
.
Sure of what she was going to do, but "very, very nervous",
Rocío Carrasco
sat on a chair, next to a projector and a white screen behind her and could not even hold back the tears.
"I really want to cry," he confessed.
A crying present throughout the interview that was added to a pain that drowned him.
In fact, there were times when you could hear that attempt to breathe perfectly when the agony does not allow it.
Because
Rocío Carrasco
has been buried alive and she is still trying to get out of the hole.
A hole in which they have thrown earth not only "the diabolical mind", as she described
Antonio David Flores
, her ex-husband and father of her two children, who has led her to where she is today, but also those who have always found her. They judged, they always contributed to all this, they always gave voice to their "executioner", they always believed him and that last night, surprisingly, they saw how the abuse that
Rocío Carrasco
recounted and described was
not only that of her husband, it was that of many others, that of those who called her a "bad mother", those who questioned her, those who fattened the monster.
Now the monster is another, now it turns out that everyone knew the hell that
Rocío Carrasco
was living
, now it seems to have forgotten the programs and all the hours of television in which only a part was given voice, in which it was left and allowed that only one would tell his truth, in which, on very few occasions, he tried -especially his friends- to give his side and he was always silent or looked the other way.
Now
Rocío Carrasco
is listened to
and quickly politicians, journalists, public figures give her a voice, stand on her side, understand her, understand her, 'protect' her.
And before?
What happened when someone close to her tried to tell only a tiny part of what Rocío Carrasco was going through?
What happened when you wanted to show the other side of the coin?
Well, Rocío Carrasco was not that good, nor such a victim, nor so nothing.
If
Rocío Carrasco
has been tried, has been rebuked on the street, has been insulted and still is today, it has been, first, because for decades only her "executioner" has been listened to and, secondly, because she has only wanted give voice and show your version, never hers.
"He has never been questioned, they have always taken for granted what he said about me
.
"
I don't think anything more needs to be said.
It made a lot of headlines, but for me this is the phrase that condemns the most people.
It is true, that she made a decision that was not to grant a single interview, not to talk about it publicly, not to feed more what others were already feeding.
Rocío Carrasco
decided to leave everything in the hands of the justice, the experts, the doctors, the psychiatrists.
Justice was of no use to him.
Years of litigation and complaints trying to prove (how terrible!) Everything he said last night and that they were useless.
Without getting into legal trouble, which in this story there are many,
Rocío Carrasco
denounced
Antonio David Flores
in the
Gender Violence Court
, the investigating judge opened a shortened trial, he appealed the opening of this trial, won the appeal and has never been tried.
The executioners of Rocío Carrasco
That is the part of justice, the part of
Rocío Carrasco
remained to be known
, the truth that led her on August 5, 2019 to take several pills, to fall asleep and to open her eyes when admitted to the hospital, assuring the doctors that it He would try again and that he would always have the Segovia Bridge to jump on.
That August 5, 2019,
Rocío Carrasco
hit rock bottom.
As she explained last night, at that time her psychological situation was terrible.
Days before that day,
Rocío Carrasco
learns that her daughter,
Rocío Flores
, is going to defend her father on set, who enters
GH VIP
.
When she finds out about this
"All the previous 20 years began to pass through my head and everything that was coming over me again, the worst thing was knowing that my daughter was going to a set to defend her father."
She didn't want to continue living like this, she didn't want to be scared again, she didn't want to be judged again, she didn't want to suffer again if she ever stopped doing it.
That day
Rocío Carrasco
realized that what she was about to get "was a bitch for those who loved me", that day
Rocío Carrasco
ran away from the hospital because "there was someone from the press hanging around the parking lot, and that's when I said I wanted to go home, it was the only place where I felt safe, and I didn't wait for them to discharge me. "
He returned home and began to build a new path, began to dig up, although it was not easy and it is not yet, it will never be easy.
In fact,
Rocío Carrasco
reported that when
Antonio David Flores
left the
reality show
"He offered that report of mine to two magazines, with the message of 'look what has been invented now'".
And that was the trigger for him to decide that his time had come, that the one who only listened and only believed part of it was over.
That day,
Rocío Carrasco
decided to be reborn.
"All this I have told very few close people and many strangers, unfortunately, to judges, doctors, psychosocial teams ...
I do not like to awaken feelings of pain
or make people I love feel bad," said
Rocío Carrasco
.
The documentary, with more than 60 hours recorded, is the result of that decision, it is the result of a woman diagnosed with
a chronic moderate and severe depressive anxiety disorder over time
, according to the conclusion of the report of the psychological cabinet in the court of violence of the woman.
A disorder that, according to her own account last night, has been suffering for years from the mistreatment to which
Antonio David Flores
has subjected him
.
"My children have grown up, like everyone else, with that version that I am a bad mother," explained
Rocío Carrasco
.
An explanation, like all the testimony, in which she is not only the victim at all times but also wants to make it clear that her children are too.
Victim, according to
Rocío Carrasco
, of a father who only knows how to think about himself, of a father who raised his children by instilling in them deep down that their mother was not a good mother, that their mother was a monster.
Some children, especially her daughter
Rocío Flores
, who is convinced that today they hate her .. And yet
Rocío Carrasco
prefers that they continue to think like this, that they continue to believe that her mother is a bad mother, that her mother is a monster, because "I don't want the day to come when my daughter realizes who her father is, because that day will be the most painful of her life and I don't want her to suffer."
Now, anyway, we understand why
Rocío Carrasco
is not with her children.
"They were taken from me while I was alive," he
sentenced.
"When he came to bring me the children, he would scold me at the door, take advantage of those contact shots to insult me, and tell me
'I'm going to take them away, they're going to hate you, you son of a bitch, I'm going to make them hate you'
( ...
) They took away her adolescence from Rocío
, they made her responsible for her brother very little, and for what happens to the father, how he is, they had no right to disturb that peace, and they did, and cut the bond maternal, he skewed it, he took it away from me (...) He is an impious father because he has no mercy even towards his children, he has not cared about the welfare of his children, you cannot take away from a five-year-old girl her figure mother, and that is what she has done (...) She had a passion for her mother, which is me, the one who gave birth to her, because I am a victim, but they are also victims of a diabolical mind ".
Now it is possible that we understand many things, now it is possible that we will not hear again the wonderful father that was
Antonio David Flores
and the bad mother that
Rocío Carrasco was
, now it is more than likely that others are on the court.
The beginning of the Calvary of Rocío Carrasco
When he finished chapter 0 and went back to the set, the silence was deafening.
Jorge Javier Vázquez
waited several minutes where the cameras focused close-ups of the faces of the collaborators.
Sorrowful, surprised, hurt, surprised faces ... Of course it was not for less, but the reality is that except for a few, many of those who were there had known the truth of
Rocío Carrasco
for a long time
.
And before chapter 1 began, where
Rocío Carrasco
told how she met Antonio David Flores, whom at no time does she name because "I neither want nor can" and the first episodes of mistreatment, those who were on set, had no choice. than to sing the mea culpa.
A slight mea culpa, that was not heard too much, but confirms that in this story there have been too many executioners, too many scythes.
The first was
Belén Esteban
, the first who said she felt an accomplice and had been part of what
Rocío Carrasco
had just denounced.
She was the first to admit it, but she is not the only culprit, far from it.
Apart from the pain and finally listening to
Rocío Carrasco
and her version and her truth, her testimony points to many, those who until days ago could sentence her and those who today applaud and defend her.
Terrible, as terrible as the episodes that
Rocío Carrasco
recounted in the next chapter
.
I refuse to talk about the stretcher table after chapter 0, I don't want to,
Rocío Carrasco
doesn't deserve it
.
The brave one, the one who stood up, the one who faced all her demons last night was her.
The rest is background noise, the same background noise that has stabbed her so many times.
And the story begins, her way to hell begins one summer of 1994 in Chipiona, where after returning from boarding school, where her mother had enrolled her to take the course, she meets
Antonio David Flores
through a friend
.
We all know the story, they were on the cover of magazines for many years.
What we don't know is what came next.
Rocío Carrasco
assumes her guilt in this chapter by leaving her mother kneeling on the ground crying and asking her not to go live with
Antonio David Flores
in Argentona, warning her that she was going to destroy her life.
She left wanting to be free, feeling older, wanting to play adult when she was only 18 years old, and it was her sentence.
He believed he was in love, although now he recognizes that it was not love.
He left despite being warned that he would come back with "a hype" because that is what he was looking for.
They were not wrong.
Everything begins to twist, to not fit, but Rocío Carrasco was blindly following him.
He recounted unknown facts that serve to locate oneself, to understand it, to know that neither the good guys are so good, nor the bad guys are so bad.
She recounted how while
Antonio David Flores was
under house arrest, she witnessed a heated argument between
Antonio David Flores
and two children whom he "physically attacked" without knowing "that one of them is the son of the corporal of the Civil Guard. There is a trial and another sentence falls ".
The traffic accident came and with it his ordeal really began.
"There was some verbal aggression, it was
useless
, you are
useless
, you
are fat
, you are stupid ... He had an inside-out face, arrogant, he knew everything and you do not know anything and then there was the other part when there was cameras, which was all wonderful. When the day ended, in private, he told me that he was doing it for my good and you at that moment think about it, you don't see it
, you don't realize how serious it is
, there comes a time when you normalize it, "said
Rocío Carrasco
.
It was the first, according to
Rocío Carrasco
, of many.
From verbal aggressions, he passed to physical ones.
Rocío Carrasco
recounts an event in which
Antonio David Flores
grabs her by the hair and pulls him down, hitting a piece of furniture.
"I feel on the one hand that I want to go home, which I am not going to do, and on the other I was that I could not move but I say I get up and blow it. But I did neither of the two things. Of course, how it happened, but it happened and it grew older, "and
Rocío Carrasco
always forgave.
"I saw it normal and now I think how little did I know that I was going to be my executioner."
An executioner and a victim who until now never was.
He never wanted to speak, he never wanted to tell anything, he never wanted to show his face.
He shut himself up and endured the unspeakable.
Until last night, until the night that
Rocío Carrasco was
finally
able to do herself the justice that others took from her.
And it is only the beginning because now begins the way of the cross that we have all witnessed before.
However, now there is his testimony, however now
Rocío Carrasco is
no longer silent.
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