(Fighting new crown pneumonia) A nurse's epidemic diary: After coming to Wuhan, I fell in love with "hope"

China News Network Yinzhou February 25 (Reporter Zhou Yulong) February 24, ended a busy day, He Shuangshuang finally had a moment of "gasping" free. She "written and wrote", "As Academician Zhong Nanshan said with tears: Wuhan can pass the customs! Wuhan is a very heroic city!"

Letter written by He Shuangshuang

He Shuangshuang is a Zhejiang Longyou nurse who went to Wuhan to fight the epidemic. After arriving in Wuhan, she had the habit of keeping a diary every day. Between words, we can see the real, complicated emotions, and the dawn.

He Shuangshuang often talked to his friends about his state in Wuhan. She said, "It is not necessary to talk about my own hardships. I don't think the physical suffering can be endured, but the inner suffering is really painful."

Photo by He Shuangshuang Tongwei

This pain comes from the medical staff. "I don't like to talk about how hard I am, because I understand that compared with those patients who have been fighting the virus and the victims who have left, I have done really little." Shuangshuang said.

This pain comes from the patient. After returning from work to the hotel on February 18, He Shuangshuang couldn't sleep all the time. "Because the grandfather in bed 40 seems to have learned that the grandmother living in the intensive care unit has passed away."

The "grandma" in He Shuangshuang's mouth, the wife of a 40-bed patient, died on February 11. He Shuangshuang, who knew the news, had never dared to mention it to the patient and was worried about his sadness, so they had to remind them when they took over the shift, and do not announce it for the time being-but the 40-bed patient knew it that day.

So He Shuangshuang, who was in a complex mood, wrote: Grandpa had deaf ears and 1200 degrees of myopia. I communicated with Grandpa by hand near the bed for nearly an hour, comforting him, comforting him, encouraging him, worrying about him ... I felt powerless when I returned to the hotel, so I wrote him a letter. I don't know if it can give him a touch of warmth. I hope ...

This pain also comes from missing the family. On February 22, He Shuangshuang went to the morning shift. When he took over, he found that the two elderly people who had been admitted the night before were both a bit older and couldn't afford to stay in bed.

After finishing his work, He Shuangshuang went to feed the two elderly men the medicines they usually take. The 48-bed old man was from Zhejiang. He settled in Wuhan for 53 years. His son unfortunately left during the epidemic, leaving her and her grandson.

Because they talked a lot, He Shuangshuang thought of his grandma. On the same day, He Shuangshuang posted a circle of friends: I had a very good relationship with my grandma since I was a child. She left in October last year. I remember that when she was hospitalized, I was also holding her in front of the hospital bed. She would hold my hand and I said, "My baby granddaughter is double ..." Well, if she is still alive, she will be proud of me.

In He Shuangshuang's diary, there are many more such stories, but she does not like to mention them. He Shuangshuang told reporters that when she came to Wuhan, she used the word: hope. I hope that God can show pity for life and that the disease can dissipate as soon as possible. I also hope that the virus will be gentle and treat every patient kindly. I also hope that the shadows can dissipate as soon as possible, and a brand new day will finally come. (Finish)