[In-It] Happiness is here by your side

"Well ... the test results ... wait a minute"

It was my usual comment, but on that day I sat in the office of a university hospital.

When my heart was tightened by the sound of Professor's mouse click,

"Fortunately, the immune system is healthy. I do not have to use anticancer drugs. Those who come here are those who are in front of death. If you need 10 million won or 100 million, you need to start using that day.

I asked for the end of the treatment that was about to be completed in one minute.

"Are you tired so much?

"I don't know. If you're tired, people in white gowns like us will not survive. I don't know why the symptoms occur, but it's okay anyway. Go out and be happy."

In fact, I was a white robe from this hospital, and I wanted to ask more, but I couldn't open my mouth because I was looking at the professor's face full of fatigue. It was okay though. I haven't been worried about the disease in the last few months, what else do you want? I just felt good as the professor said. The day was warmer and the air was exceptionally fresh.


But was there another day like this? As I pondered, something similar happened several years ago. While working as a surgeon, I found shocking facts in my last three years. There's something in my head that doesn't know it. At that time, I was so afraid of what it would be like to be 2 cm long and I had a really hellish time until my appointment.

Can a brain tumor operate?
Can you work normally as a psychiatrist after surgery?
If you can't operate, how do you spend the rest of your time?
Will children remember me later?

Bad thoughts bite the tail and suffered nightmares after bare sleep.

I was told that the hospital I found in the best anxiety of my life was born naturally and there was no cure, but I just had to live with it. The fact that I was exempt from military service was also quite shocking, but I didn't think much about the time spent as a surgeon. I was just as happy as it was. There's a future that seems to be gone, but how long has it been?

As I left the office that day, I vowed to myself. I will cherish every day. Don't take for granted the routines given to me, I will live every day with gratitude.

That commitment, which he decided to take with him for the rest of his life, was quietly buried in his busy life, and it came to mind only after experiencing similar things again.

I've been telling my clients to look down on things that they don't have and to look down on what they have and practice practicing gratitude for those things they took for granted.

I certainly have a lot of people. So some say you have so much that you can say that. There are two words I would like to tell them.

Shin Soon-kyu, the author of 'What I See When I Close My Eyes', and the world's first visually impaired financial analyst, and Park Wi-wi, the operator of YouTube's 'Wracle' who suffered a generalized paralysis due to an injury.

(It is a great blessing to be able to see. Even though I can't see it, I haven't seen it a few times.) When I read this essay, which expresses the sadness of those who do not see what is important when I read it, I thought this ridiculous: three days is not too long! I thought it was the same.


' I will try to capture the details of the sleeping child's face, body, posture and facial expressions in my head.'

– Shin Soon-kyu Among the things you see with your eyes closed

– From Park Han's Hankyoreh newspaper interview