Ignacio Rabadán España (Madrid, 1972) invites us to consider all this and much more in 'Y si mañana no estoy' (Firefly) The book emerged from a "spark" when a friend called him to tell him that he had lost his battle against cancer. The writing of 'And if tomorrow I am not' served in fact as "preparation" for the death of his own brother, who came to read the first draft of the book.