ANDREA M. ROSA DEL PINO

Updated Wednesday, January 31, 2024-16:36

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This Tuesday, at the Palau d'Esports L'Illa in

Benidorm , the

first semi-final

of the Spanish pre-selection for Eurovision was held

, in which only four artists qualified: the famous trio

Miss Caffeina

, the Catalan

Sofía Coll

- known for participating for the second season of TV3's

Eufòria

-, the

Nebulossa

duo , which has become a viral whirlwind, and

Angy Fernández

(33), the famous singer and actress, who was crowned the true star of the night.

Fernández performed

I know who I am

. An

autobiographical song,

with its now classic punk-emo essence, that moved the more than 1,000 Eurofans present and

millions of people

through the screen. In fact, the Mallorcan became

a trend

in Spain and Portugal and she seemed to be

overflowing

with emotion. What's more, during the voting process, the artist made an

improvised and spontaneous statement,

which transformed her into the queen of social networks.

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First semi-final.

Flood of criticism of Benidorm Fest and rightly so

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Flood of criticism of Benidorm Fest and rightly so

Television.

Stunning staging, outlandish costumes, some roosters and surprising votes: this was the first semi-final of the Benidorm Fest

  • Editor: ANDREA M. ROSA DEL PINO

Stunning staging, outlandish costumes, some roosters and surprising votes: this was the first semi-final of the Benidorm Fest

"I want to tell my family not to leave their entire salary voting for me, like in the other program I did when I was 16. That was too much!" he said in reference to his time on

Factor X,

Cuatro's talent

show

in the which debuted in 2007 and opened the doors to television. "I remember thinking about my family, watching me from home, at the first gala and, ugh! I was shaking...

How much it has rained

since then!" she mentioned, in 2016, to Formula TV.

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Since she was little, Angy was interested in music and

taught piano and dance classes.

Thus, upon reaching adolescence, she began to dream of being a

singer

and, in 2005, she decided to audition for the program

Veo Ve.

But, even though she succeeded in the auditions, Ella Fernández

had to be disqualified

for not being old enough to participate. However, two years later, her life smiled on her and the young girl triumphed in the now-defunct singing program.

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Feminist anthem.

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After

achieving

glory

in

Factor

_ Despite this, when Angy achieved fame she did not feel as comfortable as one might think. "When I was doing better, in front of the gallery,

was when I started to get worse.

I was successful and had money at 17, but I wasn't having a normal teenage life, like my friends in Mallorca," he said some time ago.

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According to Angy, the extreme recognition

overwhelmed her

and hurt her mental health.

But that was not the only thing, because Fernández was living a

stormy romance,

which damaged his heart. "She agreed that she was also in a toxic relationship. She was obsessed and there was

a lot of psychological abuse,"

she said in the program

Este es mi mood.

Finally, the celebrity realized that she was going through

depression

and decided to fight it. Of course, her family was there for her.

After the end of

Physics or Chemistry,

various networks began to fight over Fernández. In fact, for eight years

the phone didn't stop ringing.

Angy was in series such as

The Protected

,

Gym Tony

and

Amar es para siempre

, in the musical

The Call

and in programs such as

Levantate All Stars

and

Tu cara me sona,

where she won. However, during that successful stage, her

depression

attacked her again and she decided to open up to all of her followers in 2019.

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"I have suffered from depression for many years and today I feel like

I am getting out of the hole.

I have been in psychological treatment for many years and I think it is an important thing to talk about. I think it is necessary to normalize talking about

anxiety and bullying.

Because many people are going through That. In fact, I don't mind commenting on it. Although there are many people who believe that I do it to play the victim... And that is not real," he explained to LOC, five years ago.

In 2023, Angy makes headlines again for the same issue. And Fernández mentioned that

he had thought "several times" about taking his own life.

"I've thought about it. I thought about getting out of the way, because, in my case, I felt like I was a burden on others because of my depression. But I'm not going to do it, because

I have a lot of people who love me

and who care about me." , he confessed on the

Human Animals

podcast . Later, she regretted her words.

"Sometimes

it's hard for me not to be honest

in an interview. But I'm going to have to stop doing it, because I don't want alarmist headlines,

I don't want to victimize myself.

I want to give normality to a recurring thought that many of us have had at some point and what happens every day," he wrote on Twitter days later. During the same dates, Angy also sparked another controversy: she said that

she had not attended a casting for months

and that she feared for her job future. But her destiny had a surprise in store for her.

For many years, Angy beat herself up for leaving music behind. According to her story, she felt

forced to choose

between her singing career and her acting career and, in the end, she opted solely for acting in order to be considered a "serious" performer. But last year she was presented with the opportunity to take the microphones again and she agreed. Thus she began to work with the prestigious composer

Thomas G:son

and soon

Sé qué soy was born,

her bet for the Benidorm Fest.

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And what about his love life? In 2022, Angy

broke up with her ex Jaime García,

a three-seven-year relationship. According to the artist, the breakup was hard and it took her a lot to get used to. But, a couple of months later, the sun began to rise for her.

"I have never been alone for a long time

and it is necessary to learn to be with myself," she told Europa Press. Although the reality is that Fernández did not spend much time alone, because during the preparation of a musical she met

the actor Pepe Nufrio

and today she is happy and in a relationship.