• Escapade Joana Sanz puts land in the middle after visiting Dani Alves in jail

  • Joana Sanz, wife of Dani Alves, breaks her silence "I have lost the only two pillars of my life"

The Tenerife model Joana Sanz, wife of soccer player

Dani Alves

, has shown the sadness she feels these days on her Instagram account.

His message

from her has nothing to do with the judicial process

that her husband is going through, accused of sexual assault on a young woman in a Barcelona nightclub.

The post is a tribute to his mother, who passed away just a month ago.

If it is already difficult to overcome a loss like this, we must add that just

that day also led to the arrest of Alves

, since he returned to Spain for the funeral and later went to testify before the Mossos.

"A month ago today I had to make the most difficult decision of my life; letting you go. I still have the feeling that when I get home, you're going to welcome me with enthusiasm.

It hurts so much to feel your smell and not listen

to you . I need so much of your hug, to see you laugh or dance... "... recounts in the message.

"I need your joy. You told me not to cry and I promise that I will do my best not to. I have my most animated days but that internal cold always accompanies me... And sometimes, it breaks me into a thousand pieces. I feel lonely, you know? You told me that wherever I was

, you would be with me, but I don't feel you

. Many people will love me and I appreciate it, but mother's love is only one," she continues, with increasing intensity.

"Don't punish me or judge me if you see me dance or smile, I'm just trying to heal my wounds in my own way, the one that does me good,

the one that my mother would like

," concludes Sanz.

The words are accompanied by several videos in which his mother can be seen.

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