Jennifer Gray (Dirty Dancing) and the plastic surgery that left her unrecognizable: "I had the feeling of being completely invisible"

• Baby The rhinoplasty that destroyed the career of Jennifer Grey, star of Dirty Dancing

Jennifer Grey,

star of the famous film

, has returned to the forefront of today's media,

playing the young Baby in the film that marked a generation at the end of

. The actress , 62-year-old daughter of Oscar winner Joel Gray, is about to publish her

(scheduled for release on May 3), titled

, as Swayze quoted in the film that launched it to popularity to tell

of his professional and personal life.

magazine

, the movie star explained the reasons why she decided to take this step: "I wanted to get out of my corner. Recognize that

throughout my history. The story of my life that I was telling myself about how I got here was not good.

and I haven't realized some of the choices I've made over time."

View this post on Instagram

In this way, in his memoirs Gray has wanted to

and the myths around him.

From the particular learning of her youth about issues such as

in her work to her sentimental relationships with celluloid stars such as

or

, after becoming one of the most recognized actresses to world level.

How could it be otherwise, Jennifer has also spoken loud and clear about her controversial relationship

Specifically, the actress has recalled the recurring theme of

that changed her particular face.

Two operations on the nose that, according to critics,

the actress's face, leaving her unrecognizable.

In this regard, the interpreter wanted to point to the one that for her has been the real person responsible for her particular displacement: "I spent a lot of energy trying to find out what I had done wrong, to know why I had been banished from the kingdom, but that was another lie.

In his day, his physical change was, for public opinion

for the drop in level in his career as an actress.

She herself recounts in her literary work some of the most delicate moments experienced after going through the operating room.

"The first time I went out to the public after the operation I had

from one day to the next. In the eyes of the world it was not me. The strange thing was that I had resisted my whole life to have my nose done I

I do it. It was finally like surrendering to the enemy."

After that decision came the other fears: "I just thought I wasn't good enough and I shouldn't have had to do this because

View this post on Instagram

In addition to talking about this controversial issue, Jennifer also touches on

and the relationship she once had

co-star of the film that made her famous and with whom, despite the success of her love story on set, he didn't have much chemistry: "In the same way that Baby and Johny weren't supposed to be together as a natural couple, and that created tension,

The fact that we needed to be in the scene it generated that tension that was perceived (...)

and that obligation created a kind of synergy, or like a friction". A feeling that, during his meeting with the press, caused Gray to fondly remember his partner: "In fact, I think about Patrick now and I feel that I would be able to tell him anything now.

He would tell him I

in that moment with who he was, instead of wishing he was more like I needed him to be."

On the possibility that they would have had something more offstage, as their fans once wanted, Gray was clear:

and I was very busy with Matthew (Broderick)."

Conforms to The Trust Project criteria

Know more

• actresses