Lilly met the man who beats her four years ago in a fast-food restaurant in the city.

Two months later she is pregnant and they move in together.

He changes shortly after the son is born.

“One night when the little one was crying, I got up and made a bottle for him.

That didn't go fast enough for my ex-boyfriend, he hit me, ”says Lilly.

Lilly tears well up in her eyes.

"I was shocked.

At the same time I looked to myself to blame, maybe he was right, and it really took too long. ”He apologizes, it won't happen again.

Yet it happens again and again.

“He made me feel like I was doing everything wrong.

And I blamed myself for his violence. "

Then he loses his job in the corona pandemic.