Paulo fell in love with a married woman six years ago.

He confides today to experience romantic feelings towards her and admits that he cannot forget her.

At the microphone of Olivier Delacroix, on "La Libre antenna" of Europe 1, Paulo says he fears having lost it because of his many calls and messages.

TESTIMONY

Six years ago, Paulo met a married woman he fell in love with.

He says that the latter helped him a lot when he separated from his wife.

Paulo explains that their relationship deteriorated because he called her and sent her many messages, going so far as to harass her.

Today, this woman tells him that they are only friends.

At the microphone of "La Libre antenna", on Europe 1, Paulo still confides to experience feelings of love for her and not to manage to forget her.

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"I fell in love with a woman my age. She's married. We had a wonderful six years. The first three years were very good. Then I kept calling and texting her. when she was married. I kept harassing her. I am in love with her. I am her friend and confidant. I suffered so much from it that I no longer ate and I cried at work. "was really not well. Even today, I can't forget her because I still have a lot of feelings for her.

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I feel a very strong affinity between her and me

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I tried to take a step back, to take my mind off things, but I couldn't.

I can't forget it.

Even my own children tell me to forget about it.

It's easy to say, but not to do.

I don't know if it's over between her and me.

She tells me that I am her friend, but I have doubts sometimes.

I feel a very strong affinity between her and me.

I have never fallen in love with a woman like this.

It's incredible.

I think she was in love too. 

She does not have an easy life, she has suffered a lot.

It touches me even more that she suffered in the past.

I had separated from my son's mother and I was not well either.

It was she who saved me, who advised me, who carried me upwards and who was there for me.

I don't know if I could have overcome this situation on my own.

So she was there for me and I was there for her.

We were both unhappy.

Then there was an attraction between the two of us.

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I feel guilty that maybe I lost her because of my nonsense

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Our relationship changed because I kept calling and texting her.

I didn't leave her alone.

Now I don't text her anymore and call her at all.

It was a mistake on my part.

I totally own it, I did some wrong things that I shouldn't have done.

I know how to recognize my faults.

I had gotten to the point where I couldn't sleep and eat.

I even cried at work.

It was very difficult. 

I still cry about it sometimes, because I have regrets.

I don't know if we could have had a future.

I never clung to someone like her.

For love, we sometimes do anything, to the point of harassing the person.

I feel guilty because maybe it was I who destroyed the little love she had for me.

I feel guilty that maybe I lost her because of my nonsense.

This is what hurts me the most. 

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I am still very much in love with her.

I don't have the right to tell her to leave her husband.

I'll never tell him because I don't have to force him.

I just told her to choose well-being for herself and her son.

She wants to leave him, but he doesn't.

These are things between them.

If she's happy, I'll be happy for her.

I will always be there for her, but my love for her must wane because otherwise I will suffer even more. 

I would like there to be a twist, only I no longer believe it.

I tried to fight, to be myself, kind and attentive.

But I can't continue to suffer like this.

She has always been there for me and I'm sure she always will be.

She will never give up on me and I will do the same for her.

There is a great bond between her and me.

I am his confidant and I will always listen to him.

She is also my confidante.

She made me understand that I will always be her friend. "