In January 2018, Juan's 33-year-old son Shalaw was shot dead. He lived a criminal life that he tried to leave but was unsuccessful. His murder is unresolved.

Together with his little brother Rozh Shamal, Juan used to visit the grave. They often stood there grieving together. Now Rozh Shamal himself is buried 20 meters from his brother.

Killed when he was about to rob the dog

On June 30, 2019, rapper Rozh Shamal was shot to death outside the apartment where he lived with his mother. She heard the shots from the balcony and ran downstairs to try to save him.

- I ran out and saw Rozh lying down. Then I saw a slim masked man who kept shooting. When the perpetrator saw me, he changed direction and went half a circle. I went and held my arms out and said "no, no he's just a kid what are you doing? No, please, please! ”, Juan tells the Week's crime.

“The cemetery is my home now”

Rozh Shamal was shot with multiple shots and his life could not be saved.

- Rozh was my everything. He was my joy. He was my air. He was my eyes that I see with. Everything is gone, she says.

Every day Juan goes to the cemetery to be with his sons.

- The cemetery is my home now. With my children. When I am there it is very busy but it is where I want to be all the time. I want to be more with my children, ”she says.

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