One million yuan of income was borrowed and no one paid off?
"Wandering Master" Shen Wei: Even if I am cheated 100 times, I still want to be a good person
West China Metropolis Daily-Cover reporter Xun Chao
From a homeless person picking up rubbish, to a "net celebrity" with a deposit of one million yuan, to a "Mr. Shen" who is praised by everyone, under the influence of the Internet, "the homeless master" Shen Wei walked along the trajectory of becoming popular, quitting the Internet, and returning. Once.
Reappearing in the public eye again, the topic of "Shen Wei's million-dollar income was borrowed by no one to pay off" caused the heat, which is embarrassing.
At 5:00 pm on August 3, Shen Wei was a guest in the cover news Douyin live broadcast room, and through the method of connecting Mai, he exclusively responded to topics such as borrowing and withdrawing from the Internet.
At the same time, his erudition and sincerity have also attracted the online attention of nearly 160,000 netizens.
It's normal to ask someone to borrow money
Believe in the integrity of others, and be honest with others
Compared with three years ago, although Shen Wei's image has undergone earth-shaking changes, what remains unchanged is that in the live broadcast room, he still speaks as slowly as before, citing classics and classics when telling the former residences of famous people, places of interest and historical sites. There are many famous places of interest and historical sites, and when it comes to Sichuan opera, Sichuan cuisine, etc., it is more eloquent. Netizens leave a message and praise: "Mr. Shen is a real erudite and versatile."
But during the live broadcast, Shen Wei did not dare to read the comments of netizens, "Although I have a good mentality, if I see the comments praising me, I will still be a little proud in my mentality. So I think one has to move forward. , or try to read less words of praise and more words of criticism." Talking about the fact that his million yuan income was borrowed, he also felt that it was nothing, "I have a lot of people who have lent 6 million yuan and 10 million yuan and haven't paid them back. Yes, but they didn't get noticed. Instead, there were a lot of people speaking up for me, which made me feel more stressed."
In Shen Wei's view, "borrowing money is normal. Don't think that someone who borrows money from you is cheating. How can society progress?" Shen Wei believes that the people who borrow money from him are really experiencing difficulties.
"Actually, it's not completely unpaid, because the proportion of people who borrow money is different. There are friends I met online, my relatives and friends, and people who added WeChat on the road to borrow money from me." He also heart-to-heart, I recalled the experience that I had borrowed money from others, but never had the opportunity to repay the money because I could not find the other party.
"It's not that I don't want to pay it back, it's just that I haven't had the chance. I've been looking for them for so many years and haven't found them. After I became popular, I thought they would find me, but they didn't." He hoped that some kindhearted people would lend money to his friends. I can contact him after the live broadcast and give him a chance to pay back the money.
"I admit that borrowing money is risky. I hope everyone can be honest, believe in the integrity of others, and we have integrity with others."
The online loan list is not credible
"Although I'm embarrassed now, I'm not at the end of my life"
The money was lent out, but Shen Wei said that he didn't suffer any losses, "I always feel that there are two types of losses, one is financial losses, but the mind is peaceful. I once went out with my father, and a beggar asked him for money. Qian, he thought that the beggar might be a liar, so he continued to walk forward. Halfway there, he went back and took a dime from his pocket to give the other party. I asked him: 'You have gone so far, why are you coming back? He said: 'What if people are really in trouble?' This sentence has deeply affected my life. Some people may think that I am stupid and pedantic, but this is my personality. Even if I am deceived 100 times , I still want to be a good person. I also want to make a little contribution to the progress and improvement of social atmosphere on the Internet. "
Regarding the loan list spread on the Internet, Shen Wei also gave a negative answer: "This is personal privacy, outside rumors are not true, everything is subject to me, I will never publish the loan list." Shen Wei To put it bluntly, if someone really won't pay back the money in the end, he will solve it through legal channels.
"Of course, I can't say that I haven't been deceived, but I will definitely solve it through legal channels." He said that he has transfer records and IOUs, etc. In the interview, he talked about someone borrowing money and not repaying it, but only in the The objective narrative is not to use the media to gain sympathy from everyone and to speak out to help recover the loan.
Shen Wei hopes that netizens will pay attention to his cultural output, rather than always asking how much money he has, how to allocate it, who he is going to give it to, etc. "My 8-hour narrative, no one responded to other topics, but borrowed money. The question has caused so much enthusiasm. Why don't you ask me about my feelings after going to Du Fu Thatched Cottage in Chengdu? The so-called 'hot' is a bit of putting the cart before the horse." Shen Wei said truthfully that he was indeed facing financial difficulties, "but not yet. To the point where the mountains and rivers are exhausted, at least it can be maintained, and please rest assured my friends who care about me."
Shen Wei's transparency caused netizens to leave a message saying "He lived out himself", but he himself said: "This sentence is completely ignorant of me, and my expectations and perceptions of myself are different. A face, but definitely not today's me. No matter how you go today, it is still 108,000 miles away from my original ideal. But everyone has to face the reality, that is, if you want to get out of the way, it is impossible to always It's a matter of blame, you can only find a way to go."
On Passively Entering the Internet World
Want to bring a "new wind" to today's society
Unlike many people who actively entered the Internet because of their passion, Shen Wei passively "joined the Internet" without preparation.
"Learning while walking like this, it's 2020. In fact, some contradictions are covered up, and I can't understand it." When the problem surfaced and put it directly in front of him, Shen Wei found that he couldn't handle the Internet well. the contradiction.
As a result, he thought of "resigning from the Internet", "Although I can't say that I am a strict scholar, I am a person who always takes books with me, and I value a person's reputation. You don't know me, you can, It's okay not to pay attention to me, but don't deny my contribution."
In fact, Shen Wei never thought of becoming an "Internet celebrity", he just wanted to make a contribution, "I haven't done it yet, and pushed me into the online world. If I just follow the so-called big Internet celebrities on the Internet In the same way, focusing on profit loses my meaning." He hopes that his existence can bring a new wind to the online world, "I want to lead everyone to not pay attention to what is right and wrong, but to pay attention to what is genuine. Culture. I had a little sense of mission at the time.”
But the language attacks on the Internet made Shen Wei's mental state worse and worse, "I had to quit the Internet for a while, and in the process of quitting, there were still a group of people who were chasing after you, saying that you were a civil servant and even broadcasting live broadcasts. I have no choice. I can't go back to work in my original unit, and I can't start a live broadcast, so I have to completely cut off my online career. On the one hand, I want to rest for a while, and on the other hand, I can't go back objectively, because I was completely banned after being reported. already."
Shen Wei admitted that after announcing his withdrawal from the Internet in 2020, his mood was very sad for a time.
Fortunately, over time, he has returned to balance.
Now that he is back in the online world again, Shen Wei still hopes that he can bring a new wind.
Regarding this "new Internet trend", he explained: "Although the Internet is an entertainment channel, can we add a little more cultural things? For example, when it comes to eating, can we be more elegant? I recently read a book called " Song Yan", which mentioned a lot of recipes, can this recipe become a reality? In this way, even life-like things have certain connotations."
After experiencing the explosion, to being reported and withdrawing from the Internet, and then to returning to the Internet, Shen Wei is grateful for the attention of netizens on the one hand, but also admits that the Internet is something that people can't figure out, "I only got on the last train when I was over half a hundred years old. ', when other roads failed, I managed to find a winding path. This path happened to be the one that people were keen on during this time. I have been bumpy all the way to this day. How far can I go, but if I want to go on, it must be different, and it will really leave traces, and it will be valuable to look back on it in the future, rather than taking one million as a standard."
If there is a chance, Shen Wei hopes to go to university for further study, "Chinese language is good, I am going to apply for English literature major, European and American literature major, and Western law major. I will study during the day and broadcast live at night to introduce some things we don't know. thing."