【Subtitle】I am an AIDS patient
[Concurrent] AIDS patient Xiao Meng
At first, the understanding of this disease was limited to pictures on the Internet. At that time, because there was still a lack of understanding of this knowledge, I always felt that as long as it was a dangerous sexual behavior, it should be checked.
What I really didn't expect was that it would fall on me.
At that time, it was unbelievable when I really confirmed it. My daily state was a state of dizziness, or a state of sluggishness, and then I saw the feeling of hopelessness in my eyes.
The most important thing is that it affects my work. The side effects of drugs have a great impact on me. I have experienced skin rashes, vomiting or diarrhea, but there is actually no way to work normally.
The thing that broke me the most was that after you contracted this disease, there was no way for normal people to understand your thoughts, and it was very helpless.
After starting treatment, there was basically no social interaction.
Anyway, I chose to stay away from the (social circle) and let myself and some people with a common destiny, go to chat or some social activities, I will find myself from it.
[Subtitles] I hope there are fewer and fewer people living with HIV
[Concurrent] AIDS patient Xiao Meng
No matter who wants to associate with me, or if you want to know me, or if you want to know more about it, especially when you have a good impression of the other person, I choose to tell the other person truthfully.
In fact, I can’t tell the kind of feeling in my heart, because I am also a human being, and I also need feelings. When I like someone, I can’t control one of my emotions, and I want to express it, but my body I have to tell each other about this disease.
Although I am an infected person, I hope that there will be fewer and fewer infected people now.
[Subtitle] AIDS is not far away from everyone
[Concurrent] AIDS patient Xiao Meng
In fact, it is completely in reality. I think it is still very difficult to say that discrimination is completely eliminated in the real society.
From my personal experience, I hope that when the society sees this program, or hears these words from me, don’t feel that this disease is far away from you, it may be by your side.
Don't think about this disease. It's because of having sex. Many people misunderstand that life is chaotic. I think we shouldn't think about it.
In fact, everyone wants to have their own fixed feelings. Of course, in the process of searching, sometimes you can't distinguish what kind of mentality the other person has.
Everyone needs love. While loving, you may accidentally love the wrong person.
Personally, I really hope that discrimination can be eliminated.
One day, even if we are infected, we can live and work normally with non-infected people.
[Subtitle] I want to face life positively
[Concurrent] AIDS patient Xiao Meng
I am still working freely and freely.
In fact, I think the current situation is much better than in previous years.
Now the treatment will not affect the life span.
And you can get married and have a normal and healthy baby.
With the advancement of science and technology, there are more and more types of drugs now, and the side effects are getting smaller and smaller. Then our quality of life and work will be improved to a certain extent, and we will not find it so difficult.
I have to face the rest of my life next, just hoping to have a job that can support myself.
Then face life positively, just don't let yourself do nothing, do something meaningful as much as possible.
Reporter Wen Mengxin reports from Beijing
Editor in charge: [Zhang Kaixin]