I filtered out my surroundings at the beginning of the pandemic, weeding out those who, despite the constantly growing and constantly jumping statistics of coronavirus infection, continued to gather at a party, hang out more than three to five people in a group, fry barbecue, etc. I did not try with them. argue, convince of something.
But slowly boiled inside.
Next, they had to get rid of those who were convinced that COVID-19 did not exist at all, all this is an alleged Masonic conspiracy and even an attempt to introduce mandatory vaccination under the guise of a general pandemic.
Such people spread more than one fake, and they got nothing for it.
I did not argue, I was silent, but I continued to boil.
Then there was a summer break between the first and second waves.
My child and I drove to my grandmother, who, obviously, was at risk.
We observed all possible precautions, everywhere we carried a mask and hand sanitizer, delighting my provincial relatives, who, like innocent natives, seemed to see shiny trinkets for the first time.
They said that they had no such equipment at all: "You have it there, in Moscow."
During the second wave, my grandmother fell ill.
She was very ill, severely.
She suffered for a week with symptoms, was silent, said nothing, so as not to worry.
“What if“ crown ”, - she worried, my beloved, calling the most dangerous virus in a diminutive form to be afraid a little less.
After her quick death, everything that boiled and accumulated inside came out.
I couldn't hold back anymore.
I wrote a huge public message to all those who defended themselves from the coronavirus with ginger and garlic, after listening to pseudo-healers; to all those who continued not to wear a mask, considering it pointless; to all those who were sure that life goes on and you can visit, celebrate birthdays and ... infect other people's grandmothers. I sent for a long time and far away those who, not observing the regime of self-isolation, returned from a trip abroad, sending a severely coughing son to kindergarten, infecting my child, other children and half of the teachers with COVID-19. Then I fell ill myself. And only then I understood why my two-year-old daughter at that time was bored for a week because of the “common cold”. I, observing all precautions, did not go anywhere, except for that very kindergarten, and even there, at a distance and always wearing a mask, I fell ill with coronavirus so that my mother does not grieve.It was scary. I was hoping the others were following the same measures.
Almost a year has passed since all the unfortunate experiences.
And during this time, I never once missed those with whom I stopped communicating, adding to this list the opponents of vaccination.
There is no place in my life for such people, although it is difficult to call them people.
And the point is not even that they are enemies to themselves and to their people, not so much that, as Margarita Simonyan correctly noted, there are doubts about their cognitive abilities, but that in each of the periods I have described these people are not were ready to take responsibility.
They blamed others, mostly, of course, the nameless and in the form of a collective image of power.
After all, it is easier to live with such a conviction than to think that you yourself are a passive killer.
That you yourself are the cause of unemployment, covikul, closed restaurants and museums with cinemas.
You, all those who do not believe in the prevention of coronavirus through a mask, social distance, isolation and vaccination, but believe in green men, urine treatment and God's providence, have killed dozens, hundreds of people.
You may have been asymptomatic yourself by infecting others who may not have survived.
Perhaps you had been ill with symptoms, knowingly buying a certificate, went to rest, infect and there.
Perhaps you have not yet been vaccinated, because you are waiting for something - suddenly it will carry over.
Perhaps now, in this next lockdown, you again blame the authorities, the neighbor from above, the Freemasons, Victoria Bonya - anyone else, but not yourself.
Although it is you who are to blame.
They jumped, played out.
And these "possibly" are enough to judge you according to the full severity of the law, which does not yet exist.
But this is for now.
The point of view of the author may not coincide with the position of the editorial board.