Yoon Hee-seok, a former member of the group Limitress, confessed to the past when he tried to make extreme choices by exposing the discord between the members and the agency.

Yoon Hee-seok posted a long article on his SNS on the 10th. Yoon Hee-seok said, "I am currently in a very unstable state, so even if there is no text in the text, please understand. I don't want to write so much, so I endured this for a year, but I don't think there is any way to write less." Appealed.

Yoon Hee-seok said, "I debuted as a group called Limitress in July 2019. After my first dream-like activity, I was notified of the sudden joining of two Chinese members, and shortly thereafter, due to disagreement with the members at the time, there was a considerable amount of separation and verbal violence. I was suffering. I wanted to recover the relationship with the members, but it didn't go smoothly, and as I, who lives in a dorm, my heart ailments grew without anyone who could open up to anyone." In response, "I told the CEO that it was difficult due to bad problems several times," said Yoon Hee-seok, who returned, saying, "In the end, it was tolerant and'they were originally so be patient.'"

In the end, it was difficult to withstand any more, so Yoon Hee-seok said that he would withdraw from the team to the representative of the agency around December last year. He insisted, "The representative listened to me and said that he knew all my hard work, and that he knew the members' problems too well, and that he would terminate the contract after the concert scheduled at the end of December." He revealed, "I thought it was the last time, and while I did my best to prepare for the concert, the discord with the members continued, so concert practice was not easy."

However, "After the concert was over, I had an interview with the CEO, but all of a sudden, he gave me all responsibility, and he said he would terminate the contract when he finished the radio schedule scheduled in early January," he pointed out the agency's change of words. He continued, "As the CEO said, we have digested all the schedules as limitless and interviewed countless times according to the CEO's schedule, but the CEO delayed the solution for different reasons each time. The CEO told me and my parents even in the interviews with the CEO and our parents. I translated the words differently, and I tickled them.”

Yoon Hee-seok said, "Eight months of time was like hell to me. I fell asleep after taking medicine every day, and I had a lot of depression, anxiety disorders, and panic disorders, and I wanted to die," he said. "Because of these circumstances, I even tried to commit suicide." . He also said, "I couldn't tell my parents, so I cried out and told the CEO that it was too difficult to even try to commit suicide. But the CEO condoned everything."

Limitless is a group that debuted on July 9, 2019, and received attention as a group of Jang Moon-bok, Yoon Hee-seok, and Sung Hyun-woo, who appeared in'Produce 101 Season 2'. However, on May 23rd, Yoon Hee-seok suddenly informed of the fact of withdrawal through social media.

In response, Yoon Hee-seok said, "I was unable to wait for the representative who avoided me, so I posted a post on social media that he would withdraw from Limitless, and the representative made a false official position saying that he was not in contact with me and was actually unfounded and hurt me again. Also, when I heard that the diagnosis of depression that I received was a medical certificate that anyone can take off, my heart broke,” he explained.

Exposing this fact, Yoon Hee-seok said, "I am very sorry to tell you this to the people who have supported me, my parents, and the fans who have loved me. I think that if I endure a little, everyone will be happy. I tried to endure it with a clenched bite, but it's too hard anymore. The thought that I don't know who I am is getting deeper, and I only think about the bad side, and there seems to be a problem with behavior control. It's really too hard,” he complained of pain.

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Since I am currently in a very unstable state, please understand even if there is no post.

I didn't want to write so much, so I endured for a while, but there was no way anymore, so I wrote less.

As the company that had joined the company and was preparing to debut, the company that was merged collapsed and collapsed, lessons were cut off, and there was no practice room, so we gathered voluntarily even in the harsh situation, so we prepared for our debut with one heart to achieve our dreams, and

in July 2019, as a group called Limitress. I made my debut. After the first dream-like activity was over, I was notified of the sudden joining of two Chinese members, and soon after, I was suffering a lot from seizures and verbal violence due to disagreement with the members at the time. I wanted to recover the relationship with the members, but it didn't go smoothly, and as I, who lives in a dorm, my heart ailments grew without anyone who could open up to anyone. I also told the CEO that it was difficult due to bad problems several times. However, in the end, it was tolerant and they were originally saying, so be patient.

In the end, in December last year, it was difficult to withstand anymore, so I told the CEO about these situations and said that I would like to withdraw from the team.

The CEO listened to me and said that he knew all of my hard work, and that he knew the members' problems too well, and said that he would terminate the contract after the concert scheduled at the end of December.

At the time, I was in a distressed state of having to quit doing what I wanted to do and the situation at the time when it was too difficult.

I thought it was the last time, and while I was doing my best to prepare for the concert, the discord with the members continued, so concert practice was not easy.

After the concert, I had an interview with the CEO, but all of a sudden he turned all responsibility on me and said that he would terminate the contract when he finished the radio schedule scheduled in early January.

So far, as the CEO said, I have digested all the schedules as a limitress and interviewed countless times according to the CEO's schedule, but the CEO delayed the solution for different reasons each time.

Even in the interview with the CEO and my parents, the CEO translated the words differently to me and my parents and made a difference.

Eight months was like hell to me.

I just wanted to die every day after taking medicine and falling asleep, suffering from depression, anxiety disorder, and panic disorder.

These circumstances led to even suicide attempts. I couldn't tell my parents, so I cried out and told the CEO that it was too much hard for me to attempt suicide.

However, the CEO tolerated everything. I am also very sorry for the parents who will learn this from this article.

I felt like I was losing my identity and my life was ruining day by day. So, I couldn't wait for the CEO who avoided me, so I posted a post on social

media stating that I would withdraw from Limitless, and the CEO made a false official position saying that he was not in contact with me and was actually unfounded and hurt me again. Also, my heart broke when I heard that the diagnosis of depression I received was a medical certificate that anyone can take off.

I am very sorry to tell you this to the people who have supported me, my parents, and the fans who loved me.

I thought that if I endure it a little bit, everyone will be happy, so I put up with a bitter bite, but it's too hard anymore. The thought that I don't know who I am is getting deeper, and I only think about the bad side, and there seems to be a problem with behavior control. It's really too hard.

(SBS funE reporter Kang Sunae)

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