[Same period] Kuang Xinglan, senior teacher of Beijing Haidian Foreign Language Experimental School
I dared not say goodbye, because I was afraid of being unable to control (emotion), so I simply asked the children to go back and learn. In fact, it means that they have graduated now, because after leaving the campus, they may return to their alma mater when they come back.
[Commentary] There is no farewell and no group photo during the graduation season in a special period. As a senior three teacher, Kuang Xinglan said that this is his biggest regret this year. During the talk, the teacher's eyes, which had been brought to high school for more than ten times, became wet.
On June 28, nine days before the college entrance examination. Kuang Xinglan started his busy online teaching work as early as in the past. Since joining the work in 1987, Kuang Xinglan has been engaged in teaching for more than 30 years. Facing the preparation work for the senior three during the epidemic, she said that she had never felt nervous before.
[Same period] Kuang Xinglan, senior teacher of Beijing Haidian Foreign Language Experimental School
Although I have been working for more than thirty years, every class has to be fully prepared. Even in the face of this new situation, I may sometimes feel like I am on thin ice. It is to treat myself as a new teacher at all times to face all kinds of new problems in these new situations.
[Explanation] Kuang Xinglan and other teachers in high school are under tremendous pressure at the key nodes of the special period.
[Same period] Kuang Xinglan, senior teacher of Beijing Haidian Foreign Language Experimental School
When our grade director debugged various (online teaching) platforms for us, we could not help crying once. Then when we communicated, we said, "It may not be her who cried, we all have this". On the one hand, there is a lot of pressure, and suddenly in this situation, you cannot return to school. We are in the third year of high school again. We think about the opportunities in other grades, and we (students) have to take the college entrance examination in just a few months, so the pressure is really very great.
【Explanation】Despite the great pressure, Kuang Xinglan's behavior was touched by the student's behavior and relieved the pressure for her. Recalling the online teaching process during the epidemic, she still clearly remembers the experience of "dropping" when she turned on the camera for the first time.
[Same period] Kuang Xinglan, senior teacher of Beijing Haidian Foreign Language Experimental School
Because every link and every rhythm does not want to be chaotic, so the computer is stuck all at once, and there is no response for two or three minutes, and I am a little confused. But at this time, the mobile phone kept ringing, and the students started telling me, "Teacher, what should you do, how to do it?" At that time, I was really moved. The student didn't blame the teacher, he didn't mean I feel like saying that the teacher hasn't done a good job and delayed our class, but told the teacher what to do.
[Explanation] Although they cannot face each other directly, in order to prepare for the college entrance examination, teachers and students have overcome many difficulties, and the psychological distance between the two ends of the line has been drawn closer.
[Same period] Kuang Xinglan, senior teacher of Beijing Haidian Foreign Language Experimental School
But this period is also a process. It is a process from the beginning when the teacher opens the camera. The teacher didn't turn on the camera at the beginning. Later, the teacher took the initiative to turn on the camera so that he could communicate face to face with the students. The student watched the teacher turn on the camera, and he might be willing to turn on the camera.
【Explanation】In addition to online teaching, facing the students who are about to enter the college entrance examination room, soothing their tense emotions and alleviating their learning pressure has become one of Kuang Xinglan's daily tasks.
[Same period] Kuang Xinglan, senior teacher of Beijing Haidian Foreign Language Experimental School
Some children are depressed for a while, sometimes they are exams, sometimes they can’t complete their homework, and then he needs to adjust and need to talk about it, either I dialed his phone or he dialed my phone. Some children may not say anything, but just cry with the teacher. After crying (say) "Teacher, I'm going to study", it's ok.
[Commentary] Nine days later, her students will go to the college entrance examination room. Kuang Xinglan said that she hopes to send the test next to the test center at that moment. She will replenish the hug she owed before graduation. After that, the teacher’s eyes were wet again.
Reporter Xu Pengpeng reports from Beijing
Editor in charge: [Sun Jingbo]