Survivors 2020 | Elena and the pain that not even Lara Álvarez could bear

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Once upon a time there was a girl ... Thus began one of the most tragic nights of Survivors 2020 , if not the most tragic of the program. The Bridge of Emotions , which for those who do not know what it is, is a bridge in the middle of the water with several tables that the contestants have to go through while opening the channel, it shrunk the hearts of the audience, Carlos Sobera and, especially , by Lara Álvarez, who was unable to bear what Elena , Jorge , Ana María Aldón and Rocío Flores had to say. I do not know if there was victimhood, if there was exaggeration, if there was a desire to put on a lot of show or if the contestants have been in Honduras for so long that they do not know how to control, but what most of them said last night, especially Elena and Ana María Aldón , they were terrible, terrifying, horrifying events ...

No wonder Lara Álvarez , in charge of waiting for you on the other side of the bridge to receive them with a more than necessary hug, could not bear it and ended up crying turning the already hard moments that were lived in a bomb of emotions that not even in the Oprah Winfrey's best shows . Without taking iron out of the matter, because iron has to chain half the world, last night's 2020 Survivors 2020 program reminded me at some moments of those late 90's programs in which anonymous people sat on a plate to tell about their greatest tragedies. before the glassy eyes and the contained air of presenters, public and spectators.

It was very hard everything that was heard last night in Survivors 2020 and I will not be the one who doubts a single comma of the story of any of them, but yes, after finishing the program a question came to me that I still keep going around: anything goes? And I can't find an answer, but I do try to put myself in their place and imagine myself competing in Survivors, climbing that bridge and thinking what I would say, for example, in the first table, in the guilt table, or in the next one. , that of forgiveness, and, apart from not having lived through experiences as extreme as those they have lived, I do not think that he was able to describe and develop them as Elena or Ana María Aldón did .

I find it hard to digest that they could drop everything they released because everything they released was very serious. Yes, they are events that occurred mainly in their childhoods, but they were so hard, so limiting, so heartbreaking that it is difficult to believe that they, especially Ana María Aldón , who know the relevance that what they said will have, will simply release it. Above all because, although Lara Álvarez and Carlos Sobera did their job as presenters very well pulling them -especially Rocío Flores- to release more and more, in the case of Elena, it was to come and tell it without cost, the same as in the case of Ana María Aldón .

Elena's terrible childhood: "She gave me a leash"

Elena was the first at night to cross the terrible Bridge of Emotions , and I say terrible because although Lara Álvarez and Carlos Sobera did not tire of repeating that it was great for them to drop everything and leave the backpack empty, they were testimonies that if they had happened to me me and I had to tell it years later as they told it, I would have been more than touched. In fact, I would have been touched and sunk. The same is that I do not belong to the television world and they do know how to manage something like that, but, for example, the reaction of Rocío Flores after crossing the bridge did seem more reasonable to me.

Rocío Flores did it after a week suffering from having to do it, and when she finished it she was more sunk than before. However, Elen a and Ana María Aldón , especially Elena, it was as if they had carried a slab on their shoulders for practically all of their lives and suddenly had it removed suddenly. And I tell you one thing, the things they told are things for which they surely needed treatment, because if they have been carrying them all their lives, you do not stop releasing them and you stay as if the world was rosy and there was no nothing happened.

But let's go back to Elena . Adara's mother started her story as if it were an account. An overwhelming and horrible story in which the protagonist was a girl with dyslexia and concentration problems who were beaten by her mother and father to control that lack of concentration. You may fall better or worse on Elena and she can be criticized for many of the things she has done in Honduras, but I hear that story and the world falls to my feet. "Once upon a time there was a girl who had a wonderful family of five brothers, a father and a mother. But this girl had a defect: she did not know how to cope, she was dyslexic and had a lack of concentration. Her mother did not understand it and thought that she was She misbehaved. Her mom used the leash to try to get that girl to do things right ... ". It costs me even to write it.

Elena broke and maybe it broke too much because even though she told it is horrible, to tell something like that in a television program you have to take it prepared. I'm not saying that I made a strategy because with something like that it would be very vile to do it, but I see it impossible to get there, stand in front of a bridge, for Lara Álvarez to tell you take the first step to blame and get everything out of the way. I will not question his words, but perhaps the way to express it so Greek tragedy, the way to tell it so dramatic and with his daughter, Adara , doing a live on Instagram while watching it and showing the pain of seeing So her mother, her tears, her rage ... I think what Elena told were very terrible truths, but I think that a very dangerous game was played, the game that that pain crossed the screen and went further. I understand that the TV hooks and that whoever enters needs to suck from it, but it is very dangerous.

It is hard for me to think that knowing what 2020 Survivors is, isolate yourself in such a way that you are not aware of where you are releasing it and of all the people who are watching you. In fact, if they were not aware I doubt very much that Adara would have done a live show to see the pain she felt for her mother's story. But, I insist, I believe each of his words and I believe that what Elena has had to go through in her life must have been one of the most terrible things that can happen to you. Because it was not just the mistreatment of her mother, it was that Elena seemed to not carry a drop of rage inside, or at least, that's what it seemed when she affirmed that she believed that it was the correct way of educating and that there were no culprits.

It is not unusual to be a child and think that if they hit you every day it is because it is what a father should do, but the fact is that Elena was the only one who suffered that abuse. Her sister, on the set, recognized that she had not lived that childhood. So? Then the story continued and Elena related how with each strap they gave her she became smaller and smaller "until she made me cease to exist and that there was a monster that tormented me saying that I was not going to be able to do or say nothing".

Lara Álvarez breaks and can't stand it

Lara Álvarez couldn't take it anymore and she fell apart, breaking completely. He stopped the Elena's Bridge of Emotions , he did not let her continue, and broken, he asked the public and Carlos for forgiveness and could not avoid going to the first steps where Elena was and hugging her. "It is very hard what you are counting ... I cannot. Sorry," the presenter said in a broken voice. And to whom would not the same have happened? It was such a heartbreaking testimony that you are either made of stone or your heart has to be broken in two. But it wasn't going to end there. As Elena skipped each step, the tragedy was getting even worse. Because Elena's pain did not end with her childhood.

According to what she related at some point in her life, one of her partners must have mistreated her, abuse that her children witnessed and that as a mother make her feel guilty "because she should not have allowed it." "For having filled a hole in my loneliness, my tiredness and my crazy way of leading my life. Separated, with two very young children ... I was also very young. I ended up being with anyone . And parents are not substituted. A father is a father and a mother is a mother, and each one has to have his place, and whoever comes will have to respect and put his hand in the eggs. " What Elena implied is that after separating from the father of her children for her life, men must have passed who either mistreated her or their children. It doesn't matter, it 's just as terrifying .

"The ones I would like to be forgiven are my children because I would have liked to give them another childhood. I would throw myself more on the floor with them to play instead of trying to keep the house clean or the food always prepared. Having given them more love, more kisses and to tell them how much I loved them. To have freed them from the screaming and from that tired tired mother that what she wants to do when she gets home is put them to bed to rest, "he continued. Elena continued to throw stones and more stones on this bridge until she reached the last step, that of the distancing, where Elena sent a message to one of her sisters with whom she seems to be unrelated for a long time. Then Elena reached the other side of the bridge where a headdress Lara Álvarez was waiting for her , who could practically not speak. It should not be easy to try to maintain the type in such a situation.

And the same happened with Ana María Aldón . Ortega Cano's wife related the "torture" to which her father subjected her mother, the "beatings every day" , and what meant such a childhood for her. "No one knows what it was like for me to go to school the next morning and bow my head thinking about how my mother had a purple face," recounted Ana María Aldón crying heartily and before a Lara Álvarez for whom I feel it must have been one of the worst nights he has lived on reality show .

And the same thing that happened to Elena , happened to Ana María . Telling details so intimate, so terrifying, so serious and so personal that, in addition, they not only affect them but their entire family, in one of the most watched programs on television and being aware of everything it can mean, they it makes me difficult, it chokes me.

Rocío Flores, touched and sunk

Because, for example, Rocío Flores , being much more aware than Elena and Ana María Aldón of what it means to talk about your private life being a person known because she has been sucked since she was born, she opened up the channel, but she knew how to measure at every moment how far could I go. It is clear that for Telecinco the Bridge of Emotions of Rocío Flores was the most anticipated bridge. Rocío knew it too and in fact she has been suffering all week for having to do it, even doubting if she was going to do it. Rocío Flores finally accepted, but her Bridge of Emotions was too difficult a bridge and she counted just enough, without skipping a single comma from the script she has written for a long time.

About Rocío Flores weighs a complaint and a sentence for assaulting his mother, and that's all documented, the rest is speculation from all sides. She has only talked about what she misses her mother for and what she needs. Of the other, of what happened when she was 15, only her mother and her know. Yes, there is a sentence, but after listening to it last night without expressing any guilt about it, without reproaching yourself, without showing any remorse, I find it hard to believe that things are as clear as we want to see them. There is something else and surely we will never know. Rocío Flores was not going to count it last night either. I do not think that out of fear or because I think that what he did could be very expensive, but because it gives me the feeling that he has been living with it for so long that even though it hurts infinitely, he prefers not to mention the rope in the hangman's house .

After seeing it throughout Survivors 2020 , with its many errors, but also revealing something of its character, I find it hard to believe that everything can be so measured. The Bridge of Emotions by Rocío Flores did not reveal anything new, but it did make it clear to me that all that glitters is not gold. In fact, when he arrived in Lara Álvarez , Rocío Flores was not well, he was not feeling well, he had not freed himself as his companions had. The contention was the same or the same is that really of all those who have crossed the bridge is the only one that has not turned the page. And I think it will never happen

It was, without a doubt, one of the hardest nights remembered by Survivors 2020 and many others. Carlos Sobera said that being in the final stretch -in fact, this Thursday is the last gala from Honduras- the Bridge of Emotions came in handy to free themselves and start the reality finale without any burden. I do not see so clear. The harshness of the testimonies and how horrible they were is difficult to digest. If it costs me, how can it not cost them? Or maybe I am very innocent and everything responds to a goal, to a much longer bridge. I don't know, but I still don't understand many of the things that happened last night.

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