Demi Moore (56) experienced her relationship with Ashton Kutcher, fifteen years younger, with whom she was together between 2003 and 2011, as a kind of second childhood.

In her book Inside Out , which will be published later this month, Moore describes the relationship as a do-over . "As if I could go back in time and experience what it is like to be young," The New York Times quotes from the actress's memoirs.

Moore had an eventful childhood. She had to take care of her mother, who made several suicide attempts, and she came into contact with the show business at a young age. The actress married Bruce Willis in 1987, with whom she had three daughters, but that marriage did not last.

In 2003 she started a relationship with Kutcher, from whom she also became pregnant. However, after a half-year pregnancy, she lost her child. The actress tried to conceive again, but drank too much and became addicted to the painkiller Vicodin after finding out that Kutcher was cheating on her, The New York Times said.

Finally Moore went into therapy and she stopped drinking. With her memoir she wants to show everything about herself to the outside world. "It's exciting, but I also feel vulnerable. I am not doing better than I am."