Autism and I (1) .. So I discovered his early signs in my child

It is not our custom for parents to be careful in expression and description, and the most difficult episode is to inform others of what is happening in our minds .. However, to the extent of the pain I experienced and happiness as well as to the benefit I write .. And draw the signs on the path of those who may pass after me find in my steps Vanoush shines his blindness, guided by the illusionists I know what it means feeling roaring on his face looking for a "quasi" solution! Exactly six years separate the timing of the plane that landed in Stockholm, where I studied and settled, and between my father and my first grandchild, who was awarded the "Fatherhood" Medal.

Yes I became a father and became the date of the eighteenth of August 2014 anniversary I do not know whether it is to celebrate my father or the anniversary of the birth of the most beautiful child signed by my eyes .. My child! Dawood was the name I chose for him and the most beautiful wish. I listened to the words of my friends the parents about the strange spiritual situation that you are experiencing when you become a father. I interact with them and I do not understand their destination, but I felt that a small mass of two centimeters when I saw them carried me to a world I did not know. What does this human doll have to offer me until I find myself captive to spend time watching? There is a supreme value to the material in being a valuable father that feels you of being and happiness to be made and given while you are at the top of your joy.

This spiritual value is what transformed the thinker Abdul Wahab al-Messiri when he gave his first daughter from atheism to Islam, six months ago as a dream in a celestial world, after the arrival of my son the sixth month I began to notice the extinguishment of his eyes, there is no direct convergence between his eyes and eyes .. So. David was late in everything ... moving his limbs, in his crawling, in his attempts to walk with an average time span of between one and six months. But I said: Every child has a prison, far from thinking of evil or illness afflicting his child are his parents!

At the age when the letters must begin to dance on his lips and then the words grow louder as well
I say "late", that is, he was doing things but not in form and not at the optimal time. Month and another .. The visual communication gap between us increases, the form of torment that I experienced then is to deprive the luster of my child's only eyes, bitterness I do not wish to taste anyone! The time passed until David became a year and three months when I was traveling and missed him for the first time, and when I went back to the habit of those who were thirsty, he did not rush to me, even though his features were a joy to me. I rushed to him and hugged him, but he was annoyed and slipped out of my arms and The corners of the house and left me overwhelmed in astonishment what he did!

A few months ago I noticed that David, unlike the children of his age, did not get sick, since he had not been ill since his birth only once, despite the change of weather and travel. As a pharmacist and biomedical researcher worried about it, it is a sign that his immune system works all the time and is constantly stimulated and is not normal! I was engaged in my work, which drains most of my day and the rest of it I try to get closer to David and understanding with him, I hear that dealing with children at an early age difficult and I thought that dealing with difficult is normal, but at the same time differs from children in a few or many qualities Stronger than his peers.

I remember once we were in the hospital to do a routine procedure approached by the nurse and was able to pay with all his strength, which scared and left us surprised by what he did. How can a small child does not reach a year and a half to store all that strength !? In the past, there was a diabolical idea that flashed and disappeared, or rather expelled, but it became very insistent. I am the father of a child. I am trying all the time to understand his Chevra. I do not succeed, a child needs special care and a longer time than any child. And to talk the rest ..