Chinanews Client Beijing, March 8th (Li He) "How important do you think our doctors are, how important are our nursing sisters." Recently, Zhang Wenhong, the leader of Shanghai New Crown Pneumonia Clinical Treatment Expert Team So stressed. At present, more than 40,000 medical personnel have been sent to Hubei to help Hubei, of which more than two-thirds are nurses, and the vast majority of these great retrogrades are women.

They are angels and even warriors. But under the shell of the heroes, they also love beauty and chase the stars, and they are the same girls as you.

The rare "mourning text" in Li Yulu's Weibo. Weibo screenshot

Three emotions

"In 2020, everyone is bad."

On January 27, 2020, the third day of the new year, Li Yulu reposted a "Wish you all" Weibo posted on New Year's Day, and distributed such text.

"In the new year, my mother is unwell, and her symptoms are highly similar to new coronary pneumonia, because there is no way to confirm the diagnosis. I just hope that my mother will get better and my family members will not be infected. I also went back to the hospital for work in the second day. Please, I just want to be healthy. "Two days before the New Year's Day, she wrote this on Weibo. That's what made her so frustrated.

Although the final result showed that her mother was not infected, she did not expect that she would encounter another false alarm in the near future.

Fully armed Li Yulu. Photo courtesy

"I was crying and blinding me at that time." Recalling that experience, Li Yulu still had a lingering fear.

On the second day of the Chinese New Year, Li Yulu resumed his first day of work. She was wearing protective clothing and needed blood culture for a suspected case. The special material of the protective clothing was already smooth, and the sanitation worker had just sprayed disinfectant on the ground. Unsuspectingly, she suddenly slipped during the blood draw, the needle sticking to the patient's blood bounced back, scratched the protective gloves, and blood flowed out.

"I have been working for more than a year, and I have been very sensitive and careful about occupational exposure. In fact, I am not afraid of this disease (new coronary pneumonia), and I am not afraid of it at all." Rao is so, after washing and disinfecting, Li Yulu still changed into a new one while crying Immediately returned to the ward to continue working.

On the same day, she wrote on Weibo: "Every year is safe, not safe at all."

Li Yulu's Weibo “painting style is clear and strange”, looks very happy. Photo courtesy of respondents.

However, these are also few of her Weibo news with negative emotions. In fact, as a member of the front-line medical team, Li Yulu's Weibo is somewhat "painting style".

Two days later, when she learned that her test result was negative, she sighed jokingly: "Today is a happy day! Spread the flowers to celebrate! I must play a lot of games in the future! Who knows which day I will be gone."

Li Yulu said that it was basketball that gave her low self-esteem and she found some self-confidence. Her childhood sports experience also made her more cheerful.

As a basketball enthusiast, Li Yulu will throw a "home ball" into a trash can with a paper ball like every basketball teenager loves to do before work; he will write his favorite Zhao Jiwei in protection Take it and make a wish "the epidemic wanted to go to Liaoning to watch the game in the past"; after getting the invitation from the Liaoning team and Zhao Jiwei, it would be incoherent.

Li Yulu wrote Zhao Jiwei on protective clothing, and Zhao Jiwei liked it. Photo courtesy

In her words, "Well on Weibo, surfing the Internet must not be a little more fun." A carefree "Internet addiction girl" image "jumps online."

But in fact, behind this "painting style", Li Yulu's unclear description of small emotions is hidden. She has practiced track and field since childhood, but her favorite is basketball, but the penalty of 3,000 meters for playing a basketball made her dare not to “cross the border”; In the outbreak, Li Yulu did not follow the rules, but took the initiative to "cross-border" and applied to the front line.

"I don't know, I'm not scared at all. To be honest, I just want the epidemic to end sooner, and go to play earlier, I just want to play." She gave such an explanation.

Li Yulu has a passion for basketball.

As for why a usually cautious self would choose to come to the front line this time, Li Yulu could not tell the reason.

Perhaps because she is a nurse.

Liu Jing and Chongqing contemporary coach Zhang Wailong took a group photo. Photo courtesy

Two guards

"I think Wuhan is a blessing for me." When referring to Wuhan, Liu Jing's optimistic tone was light and cheerful. When this was said, it was the 42nd day of Wuhan ’s closure, and 21 days had passed since Liu Jing set foot on this “battlefield”, but she still thought so.

The last time he came here, Liu Jing witnessed for the first time in a three-year expedition career Chongqing Swee to score three points away. That was her first visit to Wuhan. After tasting the local crayfish, Liu Jing said to herself, "I will definitely come again next time."

Unexpectedly, half a year later, the promise became a reality. Only this time, Liu Jing, as a member of the E-aid Medical Team of the First Affiliated Hospital of Chongqing Medical University, came to this land where the epidemic map showed dark red for a long time.

Last June, Liu Jing made a circle of friends when he went to Wuhan to watch the game as an expeditionary force. Photo courtesy of respondents.

There are no lively bleachers and leisurely street-turning moments. Instead, they are filled with beds and busy. But the struggle and persistence are still there, because she always wears the Chongqing team's "dead faith" label.

On February 27, Liu Jing started the day's nursing work as usual. The difference is that before entering the isolation ward this time, she wrote the words "Chongqing Siwei Xiongqi" on the paper. This more than usual preparations made her feel happy, "This is an encouragement for herself, an encouragement for her team."

"I feel that when I wrote the two words on the paper, I was in the stands cheering for the Chongqing team, and I felt so excited." To this end, Liu Jing also took photos as a memorial.

Before entering the isolation ward, Liu Jing wrote the words "Chongqing Skyway Rising" on the paper to cheer for herself and her beloved team. Photo courtesy

At the end of the day's work, Liu Jing, who had taken off his protective clothing, turned on the mobile phone, but the message on the screen was the news that Swee Automobile had terminated its cooperation with the Chongqing team.

According to the announcement from Sway, due to the impact of the new crown pneumonia epidemic, market difficulties have intensified, and Sway Motor Group, which had originally intended to continue cooperation, canceled its original sponsorship plan.

"At that time, I felt that this photo should be sent to him (Gong Daxing, Chairman of SV Motors), and thank him for his support for Chongqing football." Therefore, Liu Jing sent the picture to him via Weibo private message. After receiving the news, Gong Daxing expressed his feelings to this special fan on his personal social media: "There are such fans who really want to cry and rise up!"

Liu Jing, who fought in the front line, cut off her long hair, and always had indentations on her face. Photo courtesy

Subsequently, the renamed Chongqing Contemporary Lifan Football Club paid a tribute to Liu Jing and expressed thanks on the official social media. Speaking of these Liu Jing was a bit "embarrassed".

She didn't want to be paid too much attention, because "it's like firefighters fighting a fire. This is our job and we should do it." Liu Jing has never thought of any "welfare" because of this. She has long been accustomed to an unsuccessful home game and has already bought a package for the new season.

It's just that when the epidemic may be invited to visit the club, Liu Jing said that she wanted to bring her daughter and let her feel the atmosphere and positive energy of football, just like Liu Jing ’s father did when she was a child, inherited".

In life, Liu Jing is a diehard of the Chongqing team. Photo courtesy

Liu Jing said that the reason she came to Wuhan so resolutely to participate in the first-line rescue has nothing to do with football. "You have to fight on the football field, and it is the same in life."

However, while sitting on the plane leaving for Wuhan, Liu Jing cried. Not because of anything else, but she saw a sentence from the official Weibo of the Chongqing team: now it is time for you to play and we shout for you.

When night falls, everyone is a night watchman. In the days waiting for Tianming, Liu Jing and the team she loves have their own points to guard. Strangely, in this waiting, the two also guard each other more closely.

Yanyan was one of the earliest medical staff to come to Wuhan for frontline support, and was also a loyal fan of Jeremy Lin. Photo courtesy

A ray of hope

Yan Yan, who had just left the night shift from Jinyintan Hospital, would cry in the interview, which is beyond imagination.

The girl who departed from Shanghai and rushed to Wuhan this year was informed of the earliest and the first frontline support force.

In her circle of friends, the situation on the front line is sparse, and the only few developments are receiving a mask for medical staff, eating dumplings, and a Valentine's Day burger.

Lin Shuhao forwarded and sent blessings on his personal Weibo to cheer for this "wide network certified" girlfriend.

The earliest people learned about Yanyan was because of her "officially certified Lin Shuhao girlfriend" status. After showing off a photo wearing protective clothing and writing "Lin Shuhao's Girlfriend" on the back, Yan Yan got a retweet and blessing from Lin Shuhao's own Weibo. She said that when she received the news from Lin Shuhao, it was almost a month since she came to the front line in Wuhan, and she just entered a fatigue period, but the moment she saw the news, "the waist is not sore and the legs are not painful."

The word "Lin Shuhao's girlfriend" behind Yan Yan was written by a colleague for help. When someone wondered who this was, she only answered, this is someone I like. Yanyan said that what Lin Shuhao appreciated most was his persistence. Whether it was an uncertain future at the beginning of his career or a tearful tear ten years later, Lin Shuhao persisted.

In the Wuhan Diary that Yanyan updates from time to time, there are old grandpas who miss her son, warm Mr. Huang, and little security guard who stick to their posts, but they don't see their own stories. Just in beautiful and lovely selfie photos and girly text, people believe that she is busy and happy.

Yanyan is at work. Photo courtesy

But in fact, when she talked about the pressure of her time, she even cried and even shed tears.

"Some things you can't tell your family, you can't tell your friends, you can write on Weibo to relieve the pressure." From Lin Shuhao's topic here, her tone has been choked, and she cried. Yanyan said that she is actually a very emotional person. I can also feel in the conversation that she is a very "little girl" in the southern girl.

The girl is weak, but the girl who is dressed in white, and even the weak girl, must stand up.

On March 2nd, she wrote in her diary: "I haven't kept a diary for a long time, it was a little bit low some time ago."

In fact, Yan Yan is also a young girl with a weak heart. Photo courtesy

The so-called "low depression" was when her temperature rose with her roommate at the same time. Although the body temperature returned to normal after one day, in such a sensitive period, one can imagine the mental stress that they bear under such an understatement.

From this point, Yan Yan's persistence is no worse than the hero in her heart.

A real but incomprehensible fact is that the development of the epidemic is getting better and better, but over time, the psychological pressure on frontline medical staff will sometimes increase.

"Because in this environment, the longer the time, the greater the risk of infection to some extent. We also don't know when it will go back."

Yan Yan said that she is looking forward to the end of the epidemic as soon as possible and the CBA restarts. She will see Lin Shuhao's game as soon as possible. Photo courtesy

Some waits are sweet, others wait. Yanyan used to be flustered, but now she is more and more determined. She said that since she came, she would definitely stick to it. This firmness comes from the decreasing epidemic data, which also means that her insistence has gradually seen results; Yan Yan's firmness is more from hope. She hopes that the CBA league will resume soon, and she can also go to Beijing home Lin Shuhao, this hope is getting closer.

"You might cry then," she said. But everyone knows that the tears at that time she resisted at this moment will be different weights. (Finish)