Luis Fernando Romo

Updated Wednesday, January 24, 2024-9:30 p.m.

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She lost herself during her marriage.

The person who claims this is Crystal Harris (37), the third wife and widow of billionaire Playboy editor Hugh Hefner, who died due to sepsis in 2017 at the age of 91.

The former bunny wants to settle accounts about her romantic past

with the founder of the adult magazine in her recently published biography

Only Say Good Things: Surviving Playboy

and

finding myself itself).

In one of the extracts she claims that on the ceiling of the room "there was a large mirror and while I was on top of it in bed, having sex with Hugh for the first time, he never once looked me in the eyes.

He looked up, observing what was happening in the mirror

. "

During her five-year marriage she enjoyed luxuries and forbidden nights in one of the most expensive mansions in Los Angeles since shortly before Hefner's death it was sold for $100 million, which meant a 50% discount for the buyer with compared to the original price.

In the 1,860 square meter property with 29 bedrooms, a private zoo and a guest house, the most depraved sex parties in memory took place,

called 'the nights of the pigs

', where Jack Nicholson, Will Smith, the Rolling Stones participated. Stones or Woody Allen.

Mold in the Playboy Mansion

Crystal reveals that the mansion was not well maintained.

There was mold on many walls, it was not cleaned thoroughly, many of the objects were broken or worn and some of the animals were depressed due to the lack of care, such as the birds, which were not given any care. water.

The former bunny wants to get rid of all her memories

of her since she left the residence after the death of her husband.

Firstly, she wants to recover her maiden name (Harris) because she believes that Hefner is harming her work and secondly, she is convincing herself that "I was never in love" and that the only purpose she served was to assist him in his last years. and that he realized

"that he was dealing with a really big power imbalance

. "

Now she remembers everything like a nightmare.

In 2008 she moved to the mansion because Hefner chose it as his favorite among all his girls and, since then, she isolated herself in "a golden prison", as she usually defines the residence.

Even though her husband made her promise that she would only speak well of him once he died, Crystal has decided that it is time to discover the real face of the man who made millions of men dream of those perfect bodies.

She claims that she was a manipulative being, stating that "I feel like she had brainwashed me." She controlled her girls' schedules and gave them an allowance of

$1,000 a week for the cosmetic care that he dictated.

That even seriously harmed her because since she was dark, Hefner insisted that he wanted her blonde in the purest style of Marilyn Monroe, who posed in the first issue of

Playboy

in December 1953 in exchange for $50 for the photo session.

Currently this number is one of the most desired objects by collectors

.

"To dye it, I had to bleach it first and that burned my scalp.

I got blisters. For some reason I thought this was all normal and that's what it meant to be seen as beautiful in Hef's eyes," Crystal says.

When she became a widow, she inherited 7 million dollars in cash and a house worth another 5 million in Hollywood Hills that appears reflected in a trust in her name.