Hillary Clinton was thinking of burning her husband, the then US President, Bill Clinton, with hot oil, on the eve of his interrogation about his relationship with the White House intern, Monica Lewinsky, saying, "He came to the White House and sat next to me on the bed to tell me exactly what had happened and where It happened, it was very painful. "
"I was thinking about everything, boiling it in oil, and I considered divorce, but my decision was to stay with him; it was not a hypothetical decision, although I know that people always criticize me and have questions about this decision, but I never made On it, I have lived with pain since. "
After decades of her decision to stay to this day, this decision was not “noble” or “weak” but simply based on the fact that she still loves her husband? The journalist, Sila Walden, who interviewed her, says, "She told me: Love was really the motivation for that, but it clearly took a huge amount of thinking, consulting and speaking to my friends, I actually prayed and it took a lot of tolerance, it was very painful, Very painful, but I always loved Bill, and I always knew he loved me, I always believed in our marriage, our relationship, the raising of our daughter and our common life, so I made the right decision for me. ”
It is a burden that has accompanied Hillary Clinton over the years. When she ran for the Senate from New York, a position she held from 2001 to 2009, she says some women from her campaign team have questioned why she clung to her husband Clinton all this time. One said, "I can't support her because she didn't do what I would have done, but if Bill Clinton ran again, I would support him."
She knows how to hide her feelings well, as witnessed by her best friend, the late human rights activist, Betsy Epping, when she said that Hillary is an example of a politician being a robot. Waldon says that this woman who spent an hour talking to her was laughing easily, asking me curiously about my life and my daughter, and she was not afraid to engage in special challenges.
Other moments of suffering clearly remember her, as she says, "When I was in New Hampshire in the initial campaign of 2008 and some women asked me how to do it, how do you wake up every morning and do that, tears poured out of my eyes, because it was difficult, I don't want to prolong this situation With sugar, it is difficult for anyone, but because of double standards, remnants of sexism and hate of women, it is especially difficult for women. "
Regardless of all that, she occupies herself busy with reading a huge collection of books during the stone, where books cover the table beside her bed, while she spends some time preparing pies and cakes and spends a long time writing articles, and does a lot of research.