Question mark (6): What did the profession do to you?

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Chapter of what came in love
Love stories begin with a look, and then sometimes they end in divorce courts. Man is by nature - apparently - unrealistic, or he is an extremist being, if he loved loved fiercely so that his beloved would let him out of any deficiency, from any deficiency even if it was a sound that he issued while he was asleep, then the admiration turns to The opposite, to the opposite as if he had been deceived, and he forgot what he committed as a crime when he saw one radiant face, and he neglected the shadows.

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Chapter of what came in hope
Concerning a matter, you think that either he or he is dying, there is no life in life except with this hope, you seek it quickly, sometimes it seems to you that it is a mirage "calculated by thirst for water", the attempt is repeated, here you are - this time - you are about to arrive, intensify the vigor , Hold your breath, carry stones that bleed your feet, nothing wrong with some evening, nothing wrong with some losses, the coming victories will make up for everything you lost, arrive, go into it slowly, and then suddenly completely sink into it, own and control you and your family, you no longer know that you are practicing Your hobby, your profession, or both.

You remember your youth, and you had no hope but to be a journalist, until you took the photo later, school radio, and wall magazines at the university, and your riots taught you to pay, so it was amazing that you would write and pay you, I said to Issam at first, my wish was to write To the world what I care about unconditionally, how will my feelings be when I receive money for him, laughed a lot, and God released him from his prison, saying only that they are the necessities of life.

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The door of what came in remorse
We fall in love at first sight or from the tenth look, that is not what is important, the important thing is that after you approach the beloved and live with him, you discover either that you made a mistake in choosing you, or that you were right, or that the matter is neither this nor that, you are injured, but it is not pink As you thought, and that the beloved has some flaws, do you regret it?

I knew that there were people of all intellectual affiliations in my profession, but my bet was on the only weapon they possessed, and then the duel would be like this with thought and the word, but I discovered that the duel is done with all possible weapons, permitted and not allowed, the important thing is to suffer the other, not to You prove to him the validity of your point of view.

As for the one who agrees with you, bring him closer to you, even if his talent is modest. If you are in the establishment, the master of the people, then bring him closer to you, and exclude the most efficient and those who disagree with you intellectually, doctrinally, or nationally.

Logic? What do you mean? This is not an issue, but you can lie, yes, you lie, "We are in battle and we must win," as I heard it once. It is okay for people to talk about liberalism, but it is okay to suppress the other opinion, or to talk to them about religion, then you lie and betray, and you are permitted to work hours in your own business.

It is okay for you to go out to the people in your best suit, a pure angel, and once the lights of the studios are extinguished, then your other face will come out of you, with your colleagues and colleagues.

Yes, it is normal for you to have flaws, the basic principle in a person is that it is incomplete, but there is an unbearable defect, there is an unbearable defect, and despite that you do not regret.

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Chapter of what came in fame
It has two dimensions, horizontal and vertical, you know a greater number, and they know you with a larger size, most likely the recipient is the reason, this overestimate and celebrate, you also bear the responsibility of claiming what you do not have, the problem does not stop here, the problem is that you believe this fake image.

Suddenly, he stops for you on the road in his car who did not do it before, but now it is different, decide a "famous" person, or apologize to you about the bad dealings in an official establishment because he did not know who you are, and you respect my reputation then you do not respect my humanity.

In this profession the recipient plays a great role in spoiling us, they spoil us, and they give us attributes that are not in us, they sometimes do not know our thoughts, but they know that we overlook them from TV, and this is an achievement that honors its owner, whatever.

It hurts that others see you like Ariel's washing powder, or McDonald’s meals. They have also won their fame, as if you have traveled thousands of miles, as if you carried all this burden, as if you did what you did to be a new commodity that people are proud to buy in a photo or signature.

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Chapter of what came in time
Why do we love black and white movies despite the latest technology in exquisite color films? There are many interpretations, "there is a sweet need," that is my belief and enough.

In the past, if we wanted to prepare a research on a topic, we had to dive into the library, buy from it the pleasure and goodness, carry it to our homes and offices, and then drown in what we bought so that we can come up with information here or information there, before we start our journey to this country Or that, and even when the Internet started, there were no thousands of books and references available now.

In the past, and in crisis areas, it was very difficult for us to carry cameras that were much heavier than they are now, and it was difficult for us to communicate with the institution in which we work because the phone lines were cut in light of the ongoing war, and we resorted to the acquisition of satellite, and its heavy weight in its days We used to hire a person whose job it was to carry.

In the past, we used to say what we say and do not know whether our messages reached the people or not, especially if one of us lives in Europe, and not among his family in his Arab country, and then he will not know the reactions of the recipients, whether they have reached our thoughts, and whether they Interact with it.

Now, in the time of social media, the reactions come to you immediately after you finish your work, which is what drives you to thank God that this situation did not exist when we started, otherwise we were desperate.

Some people do not complete watching the video or reading the article, but they volunteer to express their opinions denouncing what you did, some of them assume that you said something that you did not say, and it begins to refute it, and some tell you that it differs with you in your opinion and then gives an opinion that is exactly the same as your opinion, complete, and some like to It hurts you for insulting, wants to say that I caused today so-and-so with his mother, father and his family that harbor it, and some of them are convinced of your opinion, but he must inform you of his difference because he classified you within a current, and no matter what I swear to him that no current includes you, his conviction will remain the same.

The conscious public who agrees or disagrees with you has a livelihood from God, who delights you with his words when he meets you, he says to you: Thank you, but I disagree with you about such and I agree on such, or that what I have seen has changed my mind. In any case, all time remains its taste and sweetness.

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The door of trouble came
If you exchange love, your profession is like any woman who is fascinated by it, turns your life upside down, no time to work, it is all your time, it dictates what you read, and what you watch, does not leave you even while you are at ease, while you are with your family on a summer vacation or Winter, think about it and look at things through it. Like all relationships of love, feelings sometimes cool, and vigor subsides, but it is sooner and more difficult to come back.

How many times have I decided it was the last time, and once my monotonous life includes me a week until I search the map: Where is the next stop?

Trouble looking for her, if you do not find her, she finds you, in a security officer who storms your hotel room, or an advisor to the president who suddenly orders you to leave the Latin country quickly, or in a bullet that passes around you, tweeting while you are smiling with foolishness, or in the refusal of a man to meet you after traveling miles It has after his approval before he retracts, or in a besieged city with you besieged, or in the scenes of distress that occupy you and refuse to leave you.

Love is known only to those who tasted, and whoever tastes knows that these troubles, no matter how severe, will be borne by only those who love.

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Chapter of what came in wishlist
Some friends working in this profession wish - at a later stage in their lives - to leave this noise and what it has brought on their souls, and to spend the rest of their lives on a farm, for example, or a cultural café.

I thought like them, I have no experience with the farm, but I have experience in coffee and if I was a drinker, but I thought about something else, why do I not enter "optional" isolation to devote himself to doing something?

Perhaps as did the American Jerome David Salinger, who wrote the famous novel "The Guardian of the Oats", which sold sixty-five million copies, but then decided to enter into isolation to write for himself and alone, so he bought a house in a coastal area, and chose to live in isolation, and did not He only takes a last interview in one thousand nine hundred and eighty, and he dies thirty years later, so his friends discover that he has no less than fifteen unpublished manuscripts.

Or perhaps it is better for me to be like Franz Kafka who wrote to his sweetheart: “So what do you think about a man who sleeps until seven or eight in the morning, eats something quickly, walks an hour and then begins writing until one or two at night? You know about him except that he sits in his room and writes, and autumn and winter spend like this. Is this a possible life?

Or follow the example of Henry David Thoreau, the author of the famous book Walden, he went to this lake whose book bore his name, and established a hut in which he built himself, and lived on its banks alone, for two years, two months and two days, and he was cut off from his family and people, wrote about isolation and praised it, After his death, he published an article entitled "Civil Disobedience", which left his profound impact on liberation movements, and Gandhi and Martin Luther King benefited from it.

I do not know whether I will do like them, or like others, or I will choose something else; but what I know well is that age is going on, and the weights are increasing, and reality is changing, but I never stop hope!